holiday..

exams finally ended this morning.. the gem paper was kinda easy, finished in about 40 min and checked for another 20 min, once the clock hit 10, i quickly left the exam hall..first time can leave so early..all the other papers i was rushing against time. it's the same old feeling, everytime after exams u feel a little lost for a while before you really get into the happy holiday mood. but i didn't go home and sleep..haha..went for movie and then dinner with the uni gang. steamboat buffet..damn damn full and my tummy is like getting rounder and rounder. first thing to do this holiday is to exercise and say good bye to big tummy.

ok..shall slack for the nite and come up with a holiday plan, must make good use of this holiday! well come to think about it, 3/4 of my 2007 is holiday..haha..but i have a feeling that the remaining 20+ days of this yr would be the highlight of the yr for me, alot of things to accomplish and some soul searching as well as setting new goals for the coming yr!

miss watching liverpool matches with tof club members and of coz miss tof sessions!

exams

i must study hard next term! exams sucks, don't know why i feel kinda nervous when in the exam room. maybe due to the fact that this exam come only after 3 months of studies. not quite use to this kind of system, it makes me feel unprepared. well just hope that i can pass all the papers and next term i'll know what to do.

well one good thing about exams here is that u get to see so many pretty gals hot gals waiting outside the exam hall.. what a nice scene. and after each paper..just walk pass the swimming pool and there are some bikini babes sun tanning there..makes me forget how many blanks i had left on my exam paper..haha

2 more papers to go, the best i can do is to mug for a few more days and hope for the best, i know it's not gonna make a lot of diff but just make me feel less guilty..ok..jia you dihua!~!

Outing

went to yumcha with ms fang and the 4i boys..

I'm a mugger

exams coming..i am going to mug day in day out til exams are over..just ended day one of my mugger life..yay! received jd's sms just now, he seems to be under intense stress. army is killing him. every now and then the army boys will remind me how fortunate i am. haha..

high high high

suddenly feel full of energy and in a very happy mood.. it's like everything is in the right place and i am happy everything.. even the horoscope says i am getting lucky. GREAT! come to think about it.. it all started with liverpool winning 8-0 haha.. then everything seems rosy and pleasant. i think everyone should just try to make themselves happy cause it's feel so good to be happy and happy ppl are very charming and naturally beautiful--->me..haha..steady!

don't need title la

i think it's time to start throw aways some old clothes and buy some new ones.. went around to window shop and mentally made a shopping list for my yr end trip to china. hehe..gonna get some cheap stuffs many cheap stuffs actually. cannot afford expensive things now..cause i wanna save money for my investment plan! think it's time to start making my first pot of gold! i am seeking financial independence now.. time to give parents a break..action will be taken asap..but of coz after exams, i am really not a multi-tasker..and i believe in doing 1 thing at a time so u can put all your attention to it and do it properly.


random:最近做了一个心理测验，说我极度性饥饿。。。真叫人困扰。。

some sunday evening

weekends just pass so quickly nowadays..the last thing i remember was star gazing on the rooftop of S14 on friday nite and now it's sunday nite le.. not that i don't like weekdays..i love weekdays but i love weekends even more. the reason: my life on weekdays are so fast paced and i am always trying to catch things..catch the train, catch the bus, catch lecture, catch tutorial, catch the girls(:p) catch this catch that..in the end there is hardly any time to catch my breath. since school started in aug, i've been leading a rather systematic life, got back to routines, weekdays sch, weekends usually spend with my tof clubmates. it's really funny how man's brain operates..during sch terms u long for holidays and during holidays u wanna get back to sch..haha..it's like we are always not satisfied with the presence, u always thing that there are more exciting things waiting for you in the future..but infact, we are already in the future of our past..are u happier than ever? am i? yea..think i am..i am not complaining that life sucks now..in fact it's cool, i am just wondering whether it can get even better..how much better..i am no saint, i am greedy..

oh well recently also keep running into somebody who i don't really wanna see..not that i hate to see this person, i don't even know her..it's just a stranger..but she seems to be quite pissed whenever she sees me. maybe as a stranger i did something that didn't leave a good impression. whatever it is, i don't really wanna add pain to ppl's life..so i try to avoid getting into her sight, i swear i try, i walk the other direction when i saw her from far..but well i just keep bumping into her..small world..god, pls save her. don't let her see me..haha

hm..and just now went to watch BROTHER, nice show i think, can really feel the love the bond of brotherhood. and on the way back with jr and bin, we had a little discussion on the open mindedness of youths nowadays and their view towards casual sex.. jr seemed pretty disappointed with the fact that ppl are having casual relationships like nobody's biz..and masterbin suggested that ppl should go by the back door haha..damn funny and sick. whatever it is, i sense their thirst for a relationship, oh some girl is actually after our hot ass masterbin woo..haha

alrite it's monday tml..to chase away the monday blue, i shall wear red tml!!!

keep in touch

for the past week i suddenly msg a few of my old friends.. those who i didn't see or even talk to for a very very long time. their responses were unanimous-->"OMG, DIHUA, IT'S YOU" haha..it feels so nice to get back in touch with old friends. esp those you used to be so close to but slowly lost contact when you go to different sch. when i talked to them, alot of memories flashed through my mind, all the sweet sweet memories (including the occasion when i wore lime green tight pants and dance infront of the whole sch..arghh..haha) and well now that we are all in different places doing different things meeting different ppl, if we don't make an effort to keep in touch, soon we will be strangers and that's really a pity..i don't want that to happen. so usually i will out of the blue send them a msg, lame msgs which would remind them that i am still around and they are still on my mind..

it's so nice to hear from your old friends so ppl start calling your old time buddies!

mid autumn festival reflection

a year ago
singapore covered in haze
at east coast park
jr jd dh
built the first anfield with their bare handse

time really flys.. 1 yr passed, last yr at this time we were still busy preparing for a-level, everyone was so stressed and worried.

come to think about it now, it's wasn't really a big deal, we really stressed ourselves too much.

glad that everyone got what they wanted and i am happy with where i am now.

i have a new target now, that is to get into QF, sy really spurred me with his tots and i am all fired up to do well.

today i went to ecp again..after 1 yr, the environment didn't changed alot but the atmosphere changed. i sat at the beach for a long time, doing some soul searching.

most of the time i tell myself not to take things too seriously, that's why i give up quite easily.

i used to tell myself not to take defeat too seriously and because of that i am not always hungry for success and hence can't do things well.

i pick up new things very fast but i don't seem to be able to excel in anything. i am sick of being over taken. given a head start, i want to stay ahead all the time.

from now on i think i better be more 倔强.

silence

was in the sch library today..
the reference section was rather empty..
and i heard it..
i heard silence..
silence is actually very loud..
in fact, it is deafenning..
it is continuous..
it is the loudest sound yet could be covered by the softest sound..