don't need title la

i think it's time to start throw aways some old clothes and buy some new ones.. went around to window shop and mentally made a shopping list for my yr end trip to china. hehe..gonna get some cheap stuffs many cheap stuffs actually. cannot afford expensive things now..cause i wanna save money for my investment plan! think it's time to start making my first pot of gold! i am seeking financial independence now.. time to give parents a break..action will be taken asap..but of coz after exams, i am really not a multi-tasker..and i believe in doing 1 thing at a time so u can put all your attention to it and do it properly.


random:最近做了一个心理测验，说我极度性饥饿。。。真叫人困扰。。

some sunday evening

weekends just pass so quickly nowadays..the last thing i remember was star gazing on the rooftop of S14 on friday nite and now it's sunday nite le.. not that i don't like weekdays..i love weekdays but i love weekends even more. the reason: my life on weekdays are so fast paced and i am always trying to catch things..catch the train, catch the bus, catch lecture, catch tutorial, catch the girls(:p) catch this catch that..in the end there is hardly any time to catch my breath. since school started in aug, i've been leading a rather systematic life, got back to routines, weekdays sch, weekends usually spend with my tof clubmates. it's really funny how man's brain operates..during sch terms u long for holidays and during holidays u wanna get back to sch..haha..it's like we are always not satisfied with the presence, u always thing that there are more exciting things waiting for you in the future..but infact, we are already in the future of our past..are u happier than ever? am i? yea..think i am..i am not complaining that life sucks now..in fact it's cool, i am just wondering whether it can get even better..how much better..i am no saint, i am greedy..

oh well recently also keep running into somebody who i don't really wanna see..not that i hate to see this person, i don't even know her..it's just a stranger..but she seems to be quite pissed whenever she sees me. maybe as a stranger i did something that didn't leave a good impression. whatever it is, i don't really wanna add pain to ppl's life..so i try to avoid getting into her sight, i swear i try, i walk the other direction when i saw her from far..but well i just keep bumping into her..small world..god, pls save her. don't let her see me..haha

hm..and just now went to watch BROTHER, nice show i think, can really feel the love the bond of brotherhood. and on the way back with jr and bin, we had a little discussion on the open mindedness of youths nowadays and their view towards casual sex.. jr seemed pretty disappointed with the fact that ppl are having casual relationships like nobody's biz..and masterbin suggested that ppl should go by the back door haha..damn funny and sick. whatever it is, i sense their thirst for a relationship, oh some girl is actually after our hot ass masterbin woo..haha

alrite it's monday tml..to chase away the monday blue, i shall wear red tml!!!

keep in touch

for the past week i suddenly msg a few of my old friends.. those who i didn't see or even talk to for a very very long time. their responses were unanimous-->"OMG, DIHUA, IT'S YOU" haha..it feels so nice to get back in touch with old friends. esp those you used to be so close to but slowly lost contact when you go to different sch. when i talked to them, alot of memories flashed through my mind, all the sweet sweet memories (including the occasion when i wore lime green tight pants and dance infront of the whole sch..arghh..haha) and well now that we are all in different places doing different things meeting different ppl, if we don't make an effort to keep in touch, soon we will be strangers and that's really a pity..i don't want that to happen. so usually i will out of the blue send them a msg, lame msgs which would remind them that i am still around and they are still on my mind..

it's so nice to hear from your old friends so ppl start calling your old time buddies!

mid autumn festival reflection

a year ago
singapore covered in haze
at east coast park
jr jd dh
built the first anfield with their bare handse

time really flys.. 1 yr passed, last yr at this time we were still busy preparing for a-level, everyone was so stressed and worried.

come to think about it now, it's wasn't really a big deal, we really stressed ourselves too much.

glad that everyone got what they wanted and i am happy with where i am now.

i have a new target now, that is to get into QF, sy really spurred me with his tots and i am all fired up to do well.

today i went to ecp again..after 1 yr, the environment didn't changed alot but the atmosphere changed. i sat at the beach for a long time, doing some soul searching.

most of the time i tell myself not to take things too seriously, that's why i give up quite easily.

i used to tell myself not to take defeat too seriously and because of that i am not always hungry for success and hence can't do things well.

i pick up new things very fast but i don't seem to be able to excel in anything. i am sick of being over taken. given a head start, i want to stay ahead all the time.

from now on i think i better be more 倔强.

silence

was in the sch library today..
the reference section was rather empty..
and i heard it..
i heard silence..
silence is actually very loud..
in fact, it is deafenning..
it is continuous..
it is the loudest sound yet could be covered by the softest sound..

what's happening in sch.

finally tutorials started this week and i am so glad cause there are so many questions i wanna ask the profs.. tutorial is so unlike jc where i used to be so relaxed..always talk crap with the tutors and mates..now it's like questions, discussions no crap..cause it's only 1h per week so everyone (including myself) was like very serious and focus..

it's always impt to have an exciting cca for me to relax a little after all the studying..went for karate last week but it wasn't that good cause it's a whole different kind to the one i used to learn..the only exciting thing was the jap girl i met there but didn't talk to her..why? reason is- i am a whole different person when i am training..karate or judo..i just become so focus and serious and i hardly talk..this is undesirable. my body is so weak now that i had muscle-ache for 3 days after that training. so i think i better not joint such tiring sport..that's why the job is undone..i am still looking for a suitable cca, 2 more waiting for me to try out. wakeboarding and karting. both are expensive to play, wakeboarding-$30/20min, karting-$20-30/15min. but both sounds so exciting and since i just join for leisure and go as and when i like..it's alrite. btw i am kinda broke rite now after buying all the textbooks laptop this and that..

well, i can't complaint that u don't get to play in uni, in fact there are so many activities. coming up is DND, don't know why at this time of the term, anyway..wanted to go at first but since i need to save money for my expensive cca-s, i will have to skip it, what's more! masterbin called for field soccer on the same day as dnd..how can i miss it..what will they look like without me..haha

oh and i went for a haircut today..at some hairdressing sch..cut by the students..its' really cheap(since i am cutting expenses, why not) but it turned out really..erm..disgusting..not my hair..but the process.. an old auntie cut for me..she was so stiff..her hands couldn't coordinate and arg..in the end the teacher came to do some finishing touch and there are like 7 or 8 students crowding around to watch..walao...but nvm...i consider this an interesting experience.

first day of school

yest was the first day of lectures and i fell ill. must be due to the vigorous activities and lack of sleep for the past 2 weeks. started with a sorethroat and then fever. everything happened so quickly and i just hope i can get well just as fast. feel so SICK now..sian..and still have a lecture at 6pm. just realised that one needs all the TLC in the world when they are sick..so if u courting someone..try to make him/her sick and help him/her get well..he/she might just 以身相许 or smt like that.

news

ok..just when i am all ready for uni life..a news broke out..have to serve ns..haha..great.. will be joining the boys in the journey of becoming a real man..but rather sian now..cause not sure how things will go about..whether serve first or can defer. let's just wait and see..whatever comes..i will face it with a smile..like i always do!

Knock Up

so we had another 'family gathering' last nite and watched this show. i was expecting some low class humour and dirty little jokes from this show...but surprisingly i tot the jokes were quite classy and real in the sense that we would actually get into such situations sometimes. in this movie..it seems like everyone is giving up their freedom, dreams, hobbies, friends and everything else for their families and esp for the kids. i just wonder, do we really need to give up all those?

compliments

have u ever felt shy or stunned when somebody gives u a compliment or 2...haha today while i was walking home..saw an indian uncle feeding a cat..i didn't pay much attention to him and just walked past...then suddenly the uncle approached from behind me and said 'an--um..boy!' i was kinda shocked and jumped a bit..i didn't know what he was saying..tot he wanted to ask me direction or smt..i turned around to look at him and he said again 'eh handsome boy..u very handsome la bro..' hahaha..i didn't know how to react..i was like..oh hahaha..well it doesn't matter if he really meant it but it just made me feel kinda happy and it was really unexpected..for a moment i wanted to reply--no la..haha..--but after thinking for a while..i tot it would be nice to just accept the compliment..don't need to act humble or be paisey..when others compliment u..they would want u to just accept it and feel shiok about it..at least that's what i think if i compliment somebody..

anyway..although compliments are nice..but not all compliments have the same effect. different ppl would like to be complimented on different things.. as for me.. i kinda prefer 'u are damn talented..' to 'u are handsome..' but it's hard to hear what i wanna hear..cause the truth is i am not that talented..haha..