i am fucking stuck here in sg.
reasons: waiting for smu interview and ntu don't even bother to send me a reply..looks like i am set for nus..real estate. also received a letter that invites me to apply for PR, and so i did, called mindef and they said i don't need to serve ns but the fucking newbie at ica said otherwise..so i don't have a fucking idea whether i will be in uni or in jungle by the end of the yr. my bros are in jungles which leave me out in the fucking civilasation telling my tales only to the bloody sorry..bloodless computer.
i didn't know slacking can bring you so much stress too..it's like i keep having the feeling that everyone are DOING something...having purpose in mind and i am wasting my fucking youth here doing NOTHING! it may be due to the fact that i believe so strongly that the life is short which cause me to be very much frustrated by the fucking pointless days i live tru now. why must ppl wait for so fucking long between JC and Uni..it's almost a yr of fucking FREE time! what is this? a preview of retirement!? i don't have cute little grandkids ass to play with!
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alrite i know there really is nothing worth making a fuss about this but i never in my life have experienced such a time. i could always find something to keep myself busy, entertained and get the most out of every fucking situation.. i know i can find something meaningful to do very soon.. perhaps it's just the lack of companionship that drive me a little crazy. it will soon be over..i know..i will soon find an excuse to be happy again..soon.
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