Monday, 19 May 2008

jobless

after working at the bar for a week, i quit. yea..man the hours are too crazy, i tot i could handle but actually i can't. everyday reach home around 3 sometimes 5am. then can't sleep well and can't do anything in the day and worst is. i lost my appetite for a week..can't eat well can't sleep well. the staffs there are really good ppl, i love them, they taught me alot of things, treated me like a good friend and they are REAL.
there are somethings i learn from this job.
i realised that i can connect well with ppl i like but totally can't force myself to befriend those that i don't like. my manager was telling me that's the thing i should learn, how to connect with different ppl. at this point of time i still can't do it. i just can't think of anything to talk when facing some ppl. and i hate talking for the sake of talking. when i was working there, there is this qn that i keep asking myself, why do things that i don't enjoy doing? and why do i want to connect with ppl what i don't like. then ppl say it's what u have to learn, becoz next time in any work will face with the same situation. after some internal struggle, i managed to find the ans, that is do that when it's worth doing. now i am not working for some big money, so it's not worth it. haha.. but well overall it's still a very nice experience. tml i will be going for another interview..this time fashion line.

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