some anger management

i am fucking stuck here in sg.
reasons: waiting for smu interview and ntu don't even bother to send me a reply..looks like i am set for nus..real estate. also received a letter that invites me to apply for PR, and so i did, called mindef and they said i don't need to serve ns but the fucking newbie at ica said otherwise..so i don't have a fucking idea whether i will be in uni or in jungle by the end of the yr. my bros are in jungles which leave me out in the fucking civilasation telling my tales only to the bloody sorry..bloodless computer.

i didn't know slacking can bring you so much stress too..it's like i keep having the feeling that everyone are DOING something...having purpose in mind and i am wasting my fucking youth here doing NOTHING! it may be due to the fact that i believe so strongly that the life is short which cause me to be very much frustrated by the fucking pointless days i live tru now. why must ppl wait for so fucking long between JC and Uni..it's almost a yr of fucking FREE time! what is this? a preview of retirement!? i don't have cute little grandkids ass to play with!

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alrite i know there really is nothing worth making a fuss about this but i never in my life have experienced such a time. i could always find something to keep myself busy, entertained and get the most out of every fucking situation.. i know i can find something meaningful to do very soon.. perhaps it's just the lack of companionship that drive me a little crazy. it will soon be over..i know..i will soon find an excuse to be happy again..soon.

i am a driver

it was my final driving test..my group got the 2 strictest granddads (examiners)..such was our luck and only 1 out of 5 made it..i am glad it was me..my mates were doing well during trainings but i think they were kinda nervours plus the granddad gave some pressure and then everything went wrong. actually i was damn lucky..my friend sacrificed for me..haha..he was before me and granddad said he drived too fast..damn i would have driven much faster than him. so i exercised a little self-control and drove at a very slow speed..crawling..then suddenly granddad said 'stop at the road sign' his voice was cold and in my mind i knew something's wrong. 'ok..u can go.." still so cold just that he looked more adorable this time..haha.. i am damn lucky recently..but also because i am most talented and skilled..haha..steady~!

foot massaging...

i was walking along the street outside my house..and realised there is this foot massaging place..all the girls inside are in sexy red dress..and when seen from outside, they sit neatly in a row on a sofa..many legs..many flesh..that's all i can rmb...very tempting leh..but also looks a bit scary..i don't dare to go in..scare they eat me..

lucky

i experienced a series of fortunate events this few days..

feels great!

Driving cum tour

drive test here consist of a long distance driving. a class of 5 are suppose to drive to a place about 300km away. so the 6 of us including the coach set off to this place call Yang Shan. each of us were to drive for 80 min continuously and i was first to drive. i was kinda disappointed to be the first driver cause this first stretch of road is the normal kind of heavy traffic road. i actually wanted to be the last few so that i am get to drive on the moutains..those were really the Initial D kinda road with very few cars. must be cause i am the best driver there so i get the busy road..hai..

our destination was a little more than a village..nothing there..not very developed generally.. and we were lucky enuf to be allocated to a 3 star hotel (still not in very good condition) but much more fortunate than others who got what traffic police hostel..haha.. well i later realised that the main form of income for that small town was its entertainment biz..i mean all the nite clubs, ktv, massaging..all have prostitution services..we of coz played a part in helping their economy grow..haha.. we went for full body massaging and it was really cheap..not very pro though.. but is considered as the decent kind. HOWEVER..there were still some teasing here and there..it makes the whole trip more horny..already the coach's dirty stories and jokes made us all so very horny..

well and i got to drive along the moutain roads on the way back..shiok..S turns Z turns..big fog..steep slops..cool

扫墓编

哩两日都去拜山，寻日拜阿爷同人人。几个姑妈都去左。成十年无拜山，今次觉得很温馨。觉得清明其实系一个卑一家人聚聚的好节日。尤其系拜公公阿日，见到 7，8 家人都从各地返离拜山，我好耐未参与过禁大型家庭聚会。个个见我都话吴认得我，当然啦，10 几年无见。舅父仔话好在同d亲戚见见面，吴系如果系街上见到打交都吴知原来是亲戚。等阵call 马call 倒他，都吴之帮边个好。下次我都会尽可能会来过一些华人大节，感受一下天伦之乐。

SAW

i was screaming and struggling like a mother giving birth when the dentist was trying to pull my wisdom tooth out..

it was such a scary scene that some other patients left..

when i saw my tooth there were still flesh attached to the sides..gross

()_()

the weather is so like the weather.. it keeps changing..yest was hot like summer..today feels like winter..

my big bad tooth is giving me loads of trouble..what wisdom does it bring? i gonna 2 jabs on my butt cause of it..i still don't know what for..gonna remove it..byebye wisdom..

bye don

so don has returned to tw for a bright and exciting future...we were at the airport and we didn't say much..we are now living in different parts of the world..working hard to create our very own future.. take care dude..

result day

so Alevel results were released last fri and i nv was so nervous. my grades were okay..it's below expectation but i am not upset about it..in fact i was quite relief that i didn't flop. as long as it can get me into uni. really..who would care about your Alevel results after you get into uni. not to mention when you come out to work. just like nobody even ask about your PSLE or Olevel results now. besides i don't aim for very competitive courses in uni. i have no desire to be a lawyer or doctor. the next thing for me to do is to choose a course that suits me most..and enjoy my life in uni before i work and earn big money! haha!

my gang went out for dinner with fang on result day and i a glad that everyone was in good mood. i really feel very happy that nite because all our hardwork sorta paid off..and we were of coz discussing about our future. fang suggested that i can try the show biz if i am interested. she tot i have some talent and could become a host for variety shows..haha..well i tot about that too..well who knows what will happen in the future so i told her don't be surprised to see me in movies 5,6 yrs later.

well like i always tell myself..think and talk about now and leave the future for the future.
for my dear friends who didn't get good grades i hope they can get over with it asap. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!