男人心胸要广阔

have you encounter situations whereby you are forced to work with ppl u hate or worse u need their help, you know u hate it but u still have to please them coz there is no other way out. if you are in such situation, bear with it, tell yourself 吃得苦中苦，方为人上人. 风水轮流转，some day they will have to beg you. but treat them well if that day comes, coz revenge isn't the solution, we don't follow other ppl's bad behaviors, why reduce yourself to their level. i learn to tolerate, forgive and forget. i rather assign my brain cells to more worthy tasks such as remembering parents' birthdays (which i still can't remember--me bad son).

your money or your life

something i really want comes with a big price tag but it will change my life so i decided to get it. money has no real value when you don't use it. money is our servant, don't need to treasure it, make it work for you as hard as possible and the best part is, they keep coming back! (provided you are a good master..) i should have realised this long ago and already wacking my own backside for the slow action! JOY is priceless!

EURO 2008

the opening match just ended and now waiting for the next match to start. every 2 yr will have to stay up late at nite for international football. still rmb the last euro was when we were in sec 4, we had math remedials early in the morning but still, sacrificing sleep was nothing new. and now, i have to work at 10 in the morning later but who cares.

read this once in a while!

went to the screening of krystal's final ya projects on mon nite. was very impressed by some of the productions. there is one line in one of the film that really caught my attention --第二名永远是第一个输的

不知何时开始对比赛丧失了斗志，可能应为太久没有尝到胜利的滋味，又或许被多次的失败削弱了意志。仔细想想，真正的原因因该是我太渴望从比赛当中得到快感，不想让压力影响表现，所以总跟自己说输赢不用紧，最终要享受比赛的过程。但我发现，一旦脑海里有了‘输赢都不用紧’的想法，潜意识里自然而让就给了自己一个退缩的借口，同时也把自己从比赛中淘汰出局。我发现，比赛最大的快感还是胜利！

i still rmb the line cheryl keep saying--winning is not everything, wanting to win is!

不能说的秘密2

tiring week

this new job is 10 times more tiring than the last one..man i practically stand from 10am t0 10pm..12 hours..stand nvm, still have to squat stand squat stand and smile all the time. my legs are like swollen, they look bigger than ever..i sell shoes at this branded boutique, the new colleagues are very nice ppl, very fun also. though it's a long week of work but i kinda enjoy it and tml onwards will be better, only work 8h a day.
i am really shock at how women shop..esp rich women, why would they spend hundreds even thousands of dollars on a pair of shoes or a hand bag. well..maybe that's what ppl do when they can't think of better way to spend their money.

New Job

the interview i went today wasn't like an interview, it was more like a briefing, telling me what to do and all that..well, this time working at a boutique at orchard. i just wanna see how fashion shops operate and buying trends, afterall, my target is to have my own fashion brand. will see how the job turn out...hope i don't lose interest after a week..like the previous job..haha..

jobless

after working at the bar for a week, i quit. yea..man the hours are too crazy, i tot i could handle but actually i can't. everyday reach home around 3 sometimes 5am. then can't sleep well and can't do anything in the day and worst is. i lost my appetite for a week..can't eat well can't sleep well. the staffs there are really good ppl, i love them, they taught me alot of things, treated me like a good friend and they are REAL.
there are somethings i learn from this job.
i realised that i can connect well with ppl i like but totally can't force myself to befriend those that i don't like. my manager was telling me that's the thing i should learn, how to connect with different ppl. at this point of time i still can't do it. i just can't think of anything to talk when facing some ppl. and i hate talking for the sake of talking. when i was working there, there is this qn that i keep asking myself, why do things that i don't enjoy doing? and why do i want to connect with ppl what i don't like. then ppl say it's what u have to learn, becoz next time in any work will face with the same situation. after some internal struggle, i managed to find the ans, that is do that when it's worth doing. now i am not working for some big money, so it's not worth it. haha.. but well overall it's still a very nice experience. tml i will be going for another interview..this time fashion line.

i've found a part time job at a bar near my house, well not that near..but not far too..it's cozy place and the manager is a nice person. will be working 4 days a week which is good coz i can spend the rest of the time doing other biz haha.. looking forward to meeting new ppl there and learning new things..come to think about it. it's the first job in my life.

the weekend was filled with activites. mahjong, movie, soccer and more mahjong. jr's mum invited us to her company's function, free food and free movie..heeehee..

start of 3 month long hol

finally all the exams are over, though don't think i did well but still it's over.. now looking for jobs.. interesting jobs.. wanna learn something new while working..but good job is hard to find..all those available are admin telemarketer..all the boring jobs.. i am not going for the pay, i just don't wanna waste my time on stupid things..
got 1 job offer from cw..model for his wedding photo shooting..but got additional claus..must find mature looking female models for him..i was telling him..'if only i have such friends' haha so crap.. looking forward to the class bbq and meet the jc friends..long time nv see them...