christmas 07

wah..last christmas i was at a hot spring resort in china, this yr i am at jr's house..both are great christmas. i still can rmb what i did last yr at this day that means it must be a happy memory cause i only rmb happy things, hope i can rmb more days in my life.

Sweat Camp

the camp really wasn't as great as i expected. it wasn't well planned and it was worsen by the rainy weather. bad food and some games were rather boring. i can't imagine how would it turn out to be if i didn't group with all the seniors. we were able to make fun out of everything and self-entertained most of the time. and there was a very interesting person in our group. THE BOSS. she really have some spicy personality. she gets pissed at everything and pisses everyone but well i must say she brought alot of laughter to the group and other groups too..haha..ok..some pictures.

1 week into holiday

ok..first sign of me doing something this holida--->changed my blog's appearance.haha..
of coz that's not all, it's been a week already and i've done quite a lot i think. started reading the books i wanted to read but didn't have time to read. went to yc to help out for a while. and started the planning of my big project.
now preparing for tml's sweat camp which i don't really look forward to. i was rather pissed by the pack list and the reporting time. i lost all the excitement i used to have on this camp. sucks..just hope that it turns out rite and the weather is treat us well. shall update more after i come back from the camp.

holiday..

exams finally ended this morning.. the gem paper was kinda easy, finished in about 40 min and checked for another 20 min, once the clock hit 10, i quickly left the exam hall..first time can leave so early..all the other papers i was rushing against time. it's the same old feeling, everytime after exams u feel a little lost for a while before you really get into the happy holiday mood. but i didn't go home and sleep..haha..went for movie and then dinner with the uni gang. steamboat buffet..damn damn full and my tummy is like getting rounder and rounder. first thing to do this holiday is to exercise and say good bye to big tummy.

ok..shall slack for the nite and come up with a holiday plan, must make good use of this holiday! well come to think about it, 3/4 of my 2007 is holiday..haha..but i have a feeling that the remaining 20+ days of this yr would be the highlight of the yr for me, alot of things to accomplish and some soul searching as well as setting new goals for the coming yr!

miss watching liverpool matches with tof club members and of coz miss tof sessions!

exams

i must study hard next term! exams sucks, don't know why i feel kinda nervous when in the exam room. maybe due to the fact that this exam come only after 3 months of studies. not quite use to this kind of system, it makes me feel unprepared. well just hope that i can pass all the papers and next term i'll know what to do.

well one good thing about exams here is that u get to see so many pretty gals hot gals waiting outside the exam hall.. what a nice scene. and after each paper..just walk pass the swimming pool and there are some bikini babes sun tanning there..makes me forget how many blanks i had left on my exam paper..haha

2 more papers to go, the best i can do is to mug for a few more days and hope for the best, i know it's not gonna make a lot of diff but just make me feel less guilty..ok..jia you dihua!~!

Outing

went to yumcha with ms fang and the 4i boys..

I'm a mugger

exams coming..i am going to mug day in day out til exams are over..just ended day one of my mugger life..yay! received jd's sms just now, he seems to be under intense stress. army is killing him. every now and then the army boys will remind me how fortunate i am. haha..

high high high

suddenly feel full of energy and in a very happy mood.. it's like everything is in the right place and i am happy everything.. even the horoscope says i am getting lucky. GREAT! come to think about it.. it all started with liverpool winning 8-0 haha.. then everything seems rosy and pleasant. i think everyone should just try to make themselves happy cause it's feel so good to be happy and happy ppl are very charming and naturally beautiful--->me..haha..steady!

don't need title la

i think it's time to start throw aways some old clothes and buy some new ones.. went around to window shop and mentally made a shopping list for my yr end trip to china. hehe..gonna get some cheap stuffs many cheap stuffs actually. cannot afford expensive things now..cause i wanna save money for my investment plan! think it's time to start making my first pot of gold! i am seeking financial independence now.. time to give parents a break..action will be taken asap..but of coz after exams, i am really not a multi-tasker..and i believe in doing 1 thing at a time so u can put all your attention to it and do it properly.


random:最近做了一个心理测验，说我极度性饥饿。。。真叫人困扰。。

some sunday evening

weekends just pass so quickly nowadays..the last thing i remember was star gazing on the rooftop of S14 on friday nite and now it's sunday nite le.. not that i don't like weekdays..i love weekdays but i love weekends even more. the reason: my life on weekdays are so fast paced and i am always trying to catch things..catch the train, catch the bus, catch lecture, catch tutorial, catch the girls(:p) catch this catch that..in the end there is hardly any time to catch my breath. since school started in aug, i've been leading a rather systematic life, got back to routines, weekdays sch, weekends usually spend with my tof clubmates. it's really funny how man's brain operates..during sch terms u long for holidays and during holidays u wanna get back to sch..haha..it's like we are always not satisfied with the presence, u always thing that there are more exciting things waiting for you in the future..but infact, we are already in the future of our past..are u happier than ever? am i? yea..think i am..i am not complaining that life sucks now..in fact it's cool, i am just wondering whether it can get even better..how much better..i am no saint, i am greedy..

oh well recently also keep running into somebody who i don't really wanna see..not that i hate to see this person, i don't even know her..it's just a stranger..but she seems to be quite pissed whenever she sees me. maybe as a stranger i did something that didn't leave a good impression. whatever it is, i don't really wanna add pain to ppl's life..so i try to avoid getting into her sight, i swear i try, i walk the other direction when i saw her from far..but well i just keep bumping into her..small world..god, pls save her. don't let her see me..haha

hm..and just now went to watch BROTHER, nice show i think, can really feel the love the bond of brotherhood. and on the way back with jr and bin, we had a little discussion on the open mindedness of youths nowadays and their view towards casual sex.. jr seemed pretty disappointed with the fact that ppl are having casual relationships like nobody's biz..and masterbin suggested that ppl should go by the back door haha..damn funny and sick. whatever it is, i sense their thirst for a relationship, oh some girl is actually after our hot ass masterbin woo..haha

alrite it's monday tml..to chase away the monday blue, i shall wear red tml!!!

keep in touch

for the past week i suddenly msg a few of my old friends.. those who i didn't see or even talk to for a very very long time. their responses were unanimous-->"OMG, DIHUA, IT'S YOU" haha..it feels so nice to get back in touch with old friends. esp those you used to be so close to but slowly lost contact when you go to different sch. when i talked to them, alot of memories flashed through my mind, all the sweet sweet memories (including the occasion when i wore lime green tight pants and dance infront of the whole sch..arghh..haha) and well now that we are all in different places doing different things meeting different ppl, if we don't make an effort to keep in touch, soon we will be strangers and that's really a pity..i don't want that to happen. so usually i will out of the blue send them a msg, lame msgs which would remind them that i am still around and they are still on my mind..

it's so nice to hear from your old friends so ppl start calling your old time buddies!

mid autumn festival reflection

a year ago
singapore covered in haze
at east coast park
jr jd dh
built the first anfield with their bare handse

time really flys.. 1 yr passed, last yr at this time we were still busy preparing for a-level, everyone was so stressed and worried.

come to think about it now, it's wasn't really a big deal, we really stressed ourselves too much.

glad that everyone got what they wanted and i am happy with where i am now.

i have a new target now, that is to get into QF, sy really spurred me with his tots and i am all fired up to do well.

today i went to ecp again..after 1 yr, the environment didn't changed alot but the atmosphere changed. i sat at the beach for a long time, doing some soul searching.

most of the time i tell myself not to take things too seriously, that's why i give up quite easily.

i used to tell myself not to take defeat too seriously and because of that i am not always hungry for success and hence can't do things well.

i pick up new things very fast but i don't seem to be able to excel in anything. i am sick of being over taken. given a head start, i want to stay ahead all the time.

from now on i think i better be more 倔强.

silence

was in the sch library today..
the reference section was rather empty..
and i heard it..
i heard silence..
silence is actually very loud..
in fact, it is deafenning..
it is continuous..
it is the loudest sound yet could be covered by the softest sound..

what's happening in sch.

finally tutorials started this week and i am so glad cause there are so many questions i wanna ask the profs.. tutorial is so unlike jc where i used to be so relaxed..always talk crap with the tutors and mates..now it's like questions, discussions no crap..cause it's only 1h per week so everyone (including myself) was like very serious and focus..

it's always impt to have an exciting cca for me to relax a little after all the studying..went for karate last week but it wasn't that good cause it's a whole different kind to the one i used to learn..the only exciting thing was the jap girl i met there but didn't talk to her..why? reason is- i am a whole different person when i am training..karate or judo..i just become so focus and serious and i hardly talk..this is undesirable. my body is so weak now that i had muscle-ache for 3 days after that training. so i think i better not joint such tiring sport..that's why the job is undone..i am still looking for a suitable cca, 2 more waiting for me to try out. wakeboarding and karting. both are expensive to play, wakeboarding-$30/20min, karting-$20-30/15min. but both sounds so exciting and since i just join for leisure and go as and when i like..it's alrite. btw i am kinda broke rite now after buying all the textbooks laptop this and that..

well, i can't complaint that u don't get to play in uni, in fact there are so many activities. coming up is DND, don't know why at this time of the term, anyway..wanted to go at first but since i need to save money for my expensive cca-s, i will have to skip it, what's more! masterbin called for field soccer on the same day as dnd..how can i miss it..what will they look like without me..haha

oh and i went for a haircut today..at some hairdressing sch..cut by the students..its' really cheap(since i am cutting expenses, why not) but it turned out really..erm..disgusting..not my hair..but the process.. an old auntie cut for me..she was so stiff..her hands couldn't coordinate and arg..in the end the teacher came to do some finishing touch and there are like 7 or 8 students crowding around to watch..walao...but nvm...i consider this an interesting experience.

first day of school

yest was the first day of lectures and i fell ill. must be due to the vigorous activities and lack of sleep for the past 2 weeks. started with a sorethroat and then fever. everything happened so quickly and i just hope i can get well just as fast. feel so SICK now..sian..and still have a lecture at 6pm. just realised that one needs all the TLC in the world when they are sick..so if u courting someone..try to make him/her sick and help him/her get well..he/she might just 以身相许 or smt like that.

news

ok..just when i am all ready for uni life..a news broke out..have to serve ns..haha..great.. will be joining the boys in the journey of becoming a real man..but rather sian now..cause not sure how things will go about..whether serve first or can defer. let's just wait and see..whatever comes..i will face it with a smile..like i always do!

Knock Up

so we had another 'family gathering' last nite and watched this show. i was expecting some low class humour and dirty little jokes from this show...but surprisingly i tot the jokes were quite classy and real in the sense that we would actually get into such situations sometimes. in this movie..it seems like everyone is giving up their freedom, dreams, hobbies, friends and everything else for their families and esp for the kids. i just wonder, do we really need to give up all those?

compliments

have u ever felt shy or stunned when somebody gives u a compliment or 2...haha today while i was walking home..saw an indian uncle feeding a cat..i didn't pay much attention to him and just walked past...then suddenly the uncle approached from behind me and said 'an--um..boy!' i was kinda shocked and jumped a bit..i didn't know what he was saying..tot he wanted to ask me direction or smt..i turned around to look at him and he said again 'eh handsome boy..u very handsome la bro..' hahaha..i didn't know how to react..i was like..oh hahaha..well it doesn't matter if he really meant it but it just made me feel kinda happy and it was really unexpected..for a moment i wanted to reply--no la..haha..--but after thinking for a while..i tot it would be nice to just accept the compliment..don't need to act humble or be paisey..when others compliment u..they would want u to just accept it and feel shiok about it..at least that's what i think if i compliment somebody..

anyway..although compliments are nice..but not all compliments have the same effect. different ppl would like to be complimented on different things.. as for me.. i kinda prefer 'u are damn talented..' to 'u are handsome..' but it's hard to hear what i wanna hear..cause the truth is i am not that talented..haha..

recently

after 2 weekends of fun and joy and laughter, don's flew back to tw. all the best for him and we did our part of making him 'happy' during his stay in sg..the army boys had fun too i believed.

i did smt really stupid. how can i be so careless.. can't wait for fri to come..won't be able to sleep well before friday.

many things

have been very busy for the past week. moved into a new flat. packing is a very boring and tiring process. i nv knew i have so many junks..but i can't throw them..cause my daddy insisted that those things can be reused..and very true..it's amazing..we really can give junks new lives..but u really have to have a lot of creativity! and these few days i also learned alot from my dad..that is when u see a problem..u don't compromise..u should work u little brain so very hard to solve it! i've been compromising on too many occasions.. sometimes..u just need to work a little more and what u get would be doubled..but most of the times..we just choose the easier way..the lazy way..

anyway i spent 4 days packing and another 4 days unpacking..haha..but the most tiring is the moving part. luckily i have big muscles haha..and also thanks to sy..i saved a few hundred bucks..

my internet just resumed today and that means for the past week i didn't get any update on liverpool's transfer news. and on tue morning, don sent me a shocking news..we now have torres at our front line..that's exciting..can't wait for the new season to start.

last sat was the closing ceremony for the national stadium and i was there.. not that the stadium has any special meaning to me..but i was there to watch HARRY KEWELL! he was here together with mark viduka (our old friend) for the sg aus friendly. i sat in the middle of all the sg fans but i still cheered very loudly for kewell haha..

now i am just waiting patiently for uni to start..1 more month..and i am no more a slacker!

now transformers..ahh..i want but i can't..not now..must wait for another week..

what is my seduction style

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

random tots

every problem comes with a solution. the hardest part is to face the problem itself..

zoo zooo zoooo

this is the reason why i love the zoo so much and why the zoo's been so popular lately.. she's the one..oh man..the more i see..the more i think we have the fu qi xiang..hahaha..

the tof gang did something meaningful today, we went to the zoo! we were there for this family day thingy. we helped out as volunteers. played games with the ppl..quite enjoyable...rather than 4 ppl 1 table..we went out to the wild to have some fun. saw wong liling and alan wu too..family outing too..haha..
since our first step into the zoo entrance..we've been looking out for her..but she was not at the parrot place where she used to be when i first met her.. but we eventually found her.. and i don't need a sec tot..must grab the chance to talk to her and take photo with her.. OMG a zoo keeper..I WANT TO BE AN ANIMAL!

note: the hellokitty bag i was carrying wasn't mine..i not that gay.

Mint Museum of Toys

there are actually many different and cool museums in sg. this is one of them, all the toys there belong to 1 man. not a very big place but for a personal collection, it's already very impressive and some are the only pieces known to exits in the world now.. looking at all the old toys, i realised that kids are in fact very easily satisfied. most of the these old toys are very simple..mostly made of metal..no complicated parts but still it served its purpose of a toy. Enjoyment is really not that hard to get afterall...


whole lot of exhibition, i am especially impressed by the space level. u can see man's fantasies in space travel and the birth of robots. the word actually means 'forced labour'..
Robots also choose Merc..
this is the most famous robot of it's time...now..i think it's the transformers..haha..
POPEYE: i yam what i yam! (so true)
oooh my fav..
Barbie still with a one piece swimsuit..if that's called a swimsuit!
now..this is new..Barbie actually has a bf? he's Ken
now..i saw this puppy from far..it's perturb face drew my attention...
come on dude..life can't be that bad behind that glass...
yes..that's rite..don't hide ur smile..haha.. (just view it from different angles)
haha..this one looked even more perturbed..
yes..u know who he is..charlie..
Beatles..

this collection of matchbox toys is really really cool..there are hundreds of them..

back to yc

since April i wanted to return to YC and do what sy and i used to do every week, visit the elderly. but sy is serving ns and i tot it would be kinda lonely if i go back alone, until yesterday. i went back to help out in the zoo trip and it feel so good to be back. i know none of the the current batch of volunteers, that's normal cause there are many new members and old ones left, that happens all the time. but the elderly didn't change..i still can recognize a few faces haha.

the tour itself was nothing more than routine and to be honest i didn't care to look at the animals, i've see those beast many times. i was busy looking around at all the elderly, just to make sure they are enjoying themselves and they are not lost. during the elephant show, when ruby said something like 'the elephant's so cute..' i didn't know what to reply and just faked a smile, then i realised i wasn't paying much attention to the show, i kept looking around at the elderly sitting behind. they were all watching the show and very much amused by the elephants. when i look at their happy faces, i just felt very warm and it's like all my troubles are gone. though they may not be rich but they are very happy with life. one granny told me 'life can be very easy and very happy, u just enjoy what you have, u go to bed happily and when u wake up, it's a brand new day.' what she said really like enlightened me a little cause i haven't been very satisfied with my life lately her words kinda acted as a reminder that reminded me of how i used to be.

well yup, i'll be going back again!

sweet memories

it was a lazy sat afternoon, i finally made up my mind to clear up my messy table, and while doing so, i found something..2 things actually..

first, in a old notebook i used to keep when i was in pri sch and lower sec..
inside i found some words scribbled in a very messy handwriting..i didn't know i can't write properly...

'Goh Junda, 12
TV, chess, enjoy freedom
love his right hand because it is
better than his left hand
like DHS shredded chicken rice
like to mak friend, girls the best
CO, CCA point
Forensic Scientist
因为它不可以杀人，只能cut
死人 是变态，又
Green, green tee
rojah'

haha..it took me some time to figure out what i wrote.. if i am not wrong..it must be some orientation activity..ask u to make new friends and record down their particulars.. as for jd..he is really siao..since young..he is still siao now...

the 2nd thing i found was a letter..written by a childhood pal, 1 of the few friends i have in china..we were buddies before i came to sg.. we kept in touch at first but after moving house for a few times i lost his add and he didn't have mine too..so we lost contact..
as i was reading the letter..i can't help burst out laughing... this is what it says..

Dear 华哥：（好难听）
hi, 很久没见了，其实我一早就知道你搬屋的，所以我blablablablabla...转入正题了，我有一件事和你是十分巧合的，就是我也搬新屋了，而且十分美丽， 比你那间还要 big, nice. 我睡在4楼，所以每次我下楼也十分辛苦，现在我回到新屋也只是把90%的时间去打电脑，特别最喜欢打NBA99,十分好玩，我最喜欢选‘明星’队，因为命中率较高。还有，我们学校的节目十分丰富，前几个星期，我们就去了珠海的珍珠乐园旅游，真过瘾，我还玩了过山车，十分刺激，就在离地几十米的‘天空’冲下来，离心力十分大，喘不过气来，再打几个关斗，就更加刺激了，我还进了鬼屋。虽然玩的时间不长，但前几天我们学校又举行了一个‘夏令营’活动，就在暑假里去的，去广州的黄埔军校，要去4天，我想我去了后回来一定整个身体就像散了一样。但交的钱也不少，你猜猜要交几钱，没错，就是：（5+10）x(10+4)/2x6-130 元，我想你一定会用计算机去计。我不妨告诉你我在学校当了‘数学科代表’，现在旧的以被老师革职了，现在那个旧的数学科代表成绩越来越差。那时我十分得开心，因为他被老师骂时的样子很好笑。我这样百忙来抽空来写行给你算是仁至义尽了，你以为我像阿允那样，信也不给一封，到了我读中3的时候就更没有时间了。还有我中断考试考得不好，至于成绩我就不公开了。现在写信十分提心吊胆，因为我是利用晚修时间来写的，一被老师抓到，就惨了，所以你应该看到这里会流泪，但照你的死性格一定会在笑的。我还有很多事向告诉你的，但时间太紧，等下封信吧。by the way, 我的english 又进步了，你说你有1.6米高，我也差不多了，但如果you taller than me, 我只能说 “读书艰苦嘛。” 记住多点回信，我知你十分free every day, so you must 多回信， 少废话。我说的话差不多了，我想这封信是我历史上写得最长的一封。还有，我在信封内还寄了一张闪卡和一张连环图，我也算老友了。Good Bye!
祝
身体健康 学业进步 越来越靓仔

靓仔文
June 13th, 1999



haha..i can't help but notice that there are so many similarities between him and i.. our personalities.. can see from the way he writes.. that's why we were buddies.. and that time still play NBA99!!! and Dragonball Cards..hahaha.. OMG..those were the days..

it's sad that i lost all other letters he wrote to me after moving house for a few times.. i think this is the last one i received and the only one i have now.. can't find him when i was back to china..well perhaps i didn't really try to find him and the others from our child gang. well..i will try to find them the next time i go back. it's not difficult i already met 3 pri sch classmates when i was taking my driving lessons in china. we were under the same coach..ahaha. and according to them..some girls from our class already got married and have children now..woh.. haha..

nice song

LUCKIEST DAY OF MY LIFE

yest was one of the best sundays i ever had in recent times. morning soccer always so enjoyable and i scored a lot of goals like i promised.

went to the zoo next..i was acting as a tour guide showing my dad's friends around.. well i've never seen the zoo so full before..i've been there for about 10 times but never seen such a crowd. the cars have to park along the road outside the park. some family day event going on..but it didn't bother me..i was never in the mood to see animals..i think they are sufferring in the zoo..in their cages..even myself feel damn trapped in a small country..i wonder how would the animals feel..they all look so glum and bored and lifeless. if i were them..i would die in hunger or ganna food poisoning cause of pollution, just for the freedom to move about. i wasn't paying much attention to the animals there..i was more interested in one of the parrot trainer. she is GORGEOUS. and standing next to other trainers who have close resemblance to the beasts, her beauty was amplified! i couldn't take my eyes off her. then came her killer smile! my legs were soring from the morning soccer but then i became soft..haha.. i took out my camera not to shoot the birds (who cares about the birds) but to ...haha u know what i mean..

that made my whole trip to the zoo very very entertaining..and i was looking forward to leave cause then i would pass the main entrance once more and admire her all over again!

well i tot i've been lucky..but wait that's only the starting..the real highlight was dinner. was at east coast..when the waiter showed me our table..i spotted something on the next table..someone to be exact..and allow me to use my favourite phrase here.. some one who's 'DROP DEAD GORGEOUS'! instantly on my mind i started to think where shall i sit and the next moment i was at a seat directly opp to her where i had a clear view of her and the best thing i don't need to turn my head or whatsoever..i just have to pretend to look at my sis who's also in the same direction. i've never met a girl like her..her appearance i would say PERFECTLY suited for me. she's the girl that i've been fantasizing all the time..now my dream was rite infront of me..then my dad they all started forcing me beer..and what do u expect..the whole thing became more dreamy...

dark long hair..not silky but soft and i could almost imagine how nice it smells..
suspect she's a mixed blood cause of her facial features..
looks aside..her movements..so gracious..i watched how she handle the crab with ease..and when she licked her fingers..i almost choked! it's pure seduction!!!
oh and i am very particular about how girls dress..
but she's got it ALL RIGHT! simple white top plus the most crucial mini khaki shorts.
my favourite outfit for a girl in casual occasions.
the mini shorts allowed me to have an extended view of her legs..(i am not pervertic, it's just like buying smt u need to know everything about it..haha)
long slim legs with the standard curves..stands up to about 1.67m.. i love it!
what else can i ask for?
i tot i was in heaven..
just by looking at her..i felt in love and as i am typing..i fell for her all over again..

funny owner

Gillett seems ready to do just that, saying in the Daily Telegraph: 'If Rafa said he wanted to buy `Snoogy Doogy', we would back him.'

i look forward to NEW FACES next season..long live liverpool!

ynwa always

i just wanna lie down on the floor..i want to see no light.. i want to hear no sound..i just wanna bury myself in sadness.. let me just enjoy a little time griefing alone..before u start to tell me how happy you are..and pls don't cheer me up..let me just be indulged in my own sorrow and let the pain ease by itself...

excited

for 2 consecutive mornings..i woke up in shock..i don't know why but i just keep thinking that i've missed the champions league final. phew..it's too big a match to be missed and i can't wait for wed nite to come. i still remember very clearly the last time we were in the final and won it. who can forget about it anyway. actually rite now while i am typing..i can feel my whole body shaking in excitement. i was not only a football match. it was inspirational, magical, unforgettable. oh dear..i think i am gonna have a tough time falling asleep tonite.. it's just 1 day away.

Summer Palace

out of boredom i went to watch this show. i was expecting something i could understand. but no..the plot was too much for me..too deep? i don't know..all i could figure out was that the characters were always finding problems for themselves and always act like they are very emotional beings. except for all the bed scenes, i can hardly relate the story to reality.

anyway..i am starting to relike my life again..still slacking but i manage to give myself some excuses to enjoy it all over again. i am doing all the things that i don't have the chance to do during sch terms. reading all the harry potter books and other self improvement books. watching movie dvds that i missed in while they were showing and secretly doing some research...some statistics..

of coz eagerly waiting for CL final! however this time i might have to watch in alone. maybe with don on the webcam..haha..

some anger management

i am fucking stuck here in sg.
reasons: waiting for smu interview and ntu don't even bother to send me a reply..looks like i am set for nus..real estate. also received a letter that invites me to apply for PR, and so i did, called mindef and they said i don't need to serve ns but the fucking newbie at ica said otherwise..so i don't have a fucking idea whether i will be in uni or in jungle by the end of the yr. my bros are in jungles which leave me out in the fucking civilasation telling my tales only to the bloody sorry..bloodless computer.

i didn't know slacking can bring you so much stress too..it's like i keep having the feeling that everyone are DOING something...having purpose in mind and i am wasting my fucking youth here doing NOTHING! it may be due to the fact that i believe so strongly that the life is short which cause me to be very much frustrated by the fucking pointless days i live tru now. why must ppl wait for so fucking long between JC and Uni..it's almost a yr of fucking FREE time! what is this? a preview of retirement!? i don't have cute little grandkids ass to play with!

....

alrite i know there really is nothing worth making a fuss about this but i never in my life have experienced such a time. i could always find something to keep myself busy, entertained and get the most out of every fucking situation.. i know i can find something meaningful to do very soon.. perhaps it's just the lack of companionship that drive me a little crazy. it will soon be over..i know..i will soon find an excuse to be happy again..soon.

i am a driver

it was my final driving test..my group got the 2 strictest granddads (examiners)..such was our luck and only 1 out of 5 made it..i am glad it was me..my mates were doing well during trainings but i think they were kinda nervours plus the granddad gave some pressure and then everything went wrong. actually i was damn lucky..my friend sacrificed for me..haha..he was before me and granddad said he drived too fast..damn i would have driven much faster than him. so i exercised a little self-control and drove at a very slow speed..crawling..then suddenly granddad said 'stop at the road sign' his voice was cold and in my mind i knew something's wrong. 'ok..u can go.." still so cold just that he looked more adorable this time..haha.. i am damn lucky recently..but also because i am most talented and skilled..haha..steady~!

foot massaging...

i was walking along the street outside my house..and realised there is this foot massaging place..all the girls inside are in sexy red dress..and when seen from outside, they sit neatly in a row on a sofa..many legs..many flesh..that's all i can rmb...very tempting leh..but also looks a bit scary..i don't dare to go in..scare they eat me..

lucky

i experienced a series of fortunate events this few days..

feels great!

Driving cum tour

drive test here consist of a long distance driving. a class of 5 are suppose to drive to a place about 300km away. so the 6 of us including the coach set off to this place call Yang Shan. each of us were to drive for 80 min continuously and i was first to drive. i was kinda disappointed to be the first driver cause this first stretch of road is the normal kind of heavy traffic road. i actually wanted to be the last few so that i am get to drive on the moutains..those were really the Initial D kinda road with very few cars. must be cause i am the best driver there so i get the busy road..hai..

our destination was a little more than a village..nothing there..not very developed generally.. and we were lucky enuf to be allocated to a 3 star hotel (still not in very good condition) but much more fortunate than others who got what traffic police hostel..haha.. well i later realised that the main form of income for that small town was its entertainment biz..i mean all the nite clubs, ktv, massaging..all have prostitution services..we of coz played a part in helping their economy grow..haha.. we went for full body massaging and it was really cheap..not very pro though.. but is considered as the decent kind. HOWEVER..there were still some teasing here and there..it makes the whole trip more horny..already the coach's dirty stories and jokes made us all so very horny..

well and i got to drive along the moutain roads on the way back..shiok..S turns Z turns..big fog..steep slops..cool

扫墓编

哩两日都去拜山，寻日拜阿爷同人人。几个姑妈都去左。成十年无拜山，今次觉得很温馨。觉得清明其实系一个卑一家人聚聚的好节日。尤其系拜公公阿日，见到 7，8 家人都从各地返离拜山，我好耐未参与过禁大型家庭聚会。个个见我都话吴认得我，当然啦，10 几年无见。舅父仔话好在同d亲戚见见面，吴系如果系街上见到打交都吴知原来是亲戚。等阵call 马call 倒他，都吴之帮边个好。下次我都会尽可能会来过一些华人大节，感受一下天伦之乐。

SAW

i was screaming and struggling like a mother giving birth when the dentist was trying to pull my wisdom tooth out..

it was such a scary scene that some other patients left..

when i saw my tooth there were still flesh attached to the sides..gross

()_()

the weather is so like the weather.. it keeps changing..yest was hot like summer..today feels like winter..

my big bad tooth is giving me loads of trouble..what wisdom does it bring? i gonna 2 jabs on my butt cause of it..i still don't know what for..gonna remove it..byebye wisdom..

bye don

so don has returned to tw for a bright and exciting future...we were at the airport and we didn't say much..we are now living in different parts of the world..working hard to create our very own future.. take care dude..

result day

so Alevel results were released last fri and i nv was so nervous. my grades were okay..it's below expectation but i am not upset about it..in fact i was quite relief that i didn't flop. as long as it can get me into uni. really..who would care about your Alevel results after you get into uni. not to mention when you come out to work. just like nobody even ask about your PSLE or Olevel results now. besides i don't aim for very competitive courses in uni. i have no desire to be a lawyer or doctor. the next thing for me to do is to choose a course that suits me most..and enjoy my life in uni before i work and earn big money! haha!

my gang went out for dinner with fang on result day and i a glad that everyone was in good mood. i really feel very happy that nite because all our hardwork sorta paid off..and we were of coz discussing about our future. fang suggested that i can try the show biz if i am interested. she tot i have some talent and could become a host for variety shows..haha..well i tot about that too..well who knows what will happen in the future so i told her don't be surprised to see me in movies 5,6 yrs later.

well like i always tell myself..think and talk about now and leave the future for the future.
for my dear friends who didn't get good grades i hope they can get over with it asap. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!

my cny

i should have spent my cny in china this yr but my parents wanna be in sg..so too bad..cny here is rather bored for me.. this yr it's very tiring too.. because of all the overnite activities with my gang.

the jc outing was great except the seoul garden part..will not go there again..i don't like the food. introduced the inbetween game to the peeps and we had a lot of laughing and tears playing that game haha..and ya..vanessa had a cute bro who is also a liverpool fanz.. like i said the family is blessed..haha.. her mum was real kind and friendly too.

visited dhs on chu 4.. the new campus a temporary one..the teachers haven't change much but didn't feel very comfortable there cause the kids were all staring at us..well..bin and jr are gonna do relief teaching there next week and already the teachers are warning them about the class they are taking..the girls there are already planning how to make their stay a 'memorable one' good luck to them. don't know why i just feel like i want to do things for this sch and i feel very excited whenever the teachers ask me to help out in some activities..

oh well.. in this morning's CLASH OF THE FORMER CHAMPIONS.. Liverpool performed their magic of coming back from behind to snatch an away win and 2 away goals after beating Barcelona 2-1. i feel so sorry to barca..they are a good side and deserve more success in this competition..they can only blame their luck

bad day

first my grandma ganna robbed on the street..luckily that robber just snatched her earings and ran away..didn't hurt her..

then a motorbike crashed into my sis's car..this one really stupid..that biker dun know looking where..where got ppl look behind and drive one..siao..well..the speed wasn't that fast so she's lucky..her bike was a little damaged.. when she first crashed into our car i was like.."wahhh..." and i was thinking..erm..ok..my mind was kinda blank..and we just stopped and wait..then she stand up and started scolding..ok..now we know how to react..my sis immediately started to scold back..i got down..looked at the biker and was glad she's fine..luckily she didn't injure man..near cny..injure damn suay.. of coz she asked for compensation..and of coz my sis didn't agree cause we were not at fault..so..called police..haha..i looked at my sis..she is like very pro..call this call that..and the biker just stood there like we are bullying her..later on..police came and even police shouted at her..haha..in the end.. no nothing..everyone went home just like that..haha

i think accidents are so common here and ppl are so used to it.. but it's rather sad that the first think that ppl think off is who's fault and who to pay..hai..very loveless place..or maybe loveless world..

reality

I think many ppl get pretty sad after hearing the news about the death of this taiwanese star..Xu wei lun.. wat a pity..young and pretty and talented.. gone just like that.. it makes me treasure my life even more..i always believe in enjoying the present instead of worrying the about the future.. now this idea sinks in even more.. ppl say that you can't predict what will happen next..well..sometimes the next moment is just like the moment before..if you close your eyes for one sec and open them..perhaps nothing changed..but for the second before u die and the sec you die..it's a whole different thing..well..perhaps if we look at things from an different angle..like for this incident..if her car didn't crash she on the high way..if she crashed on a busy road in town..then more ppl would have died.. I realised that I accept reality very fast..maybe because I know that we can't change what happened..we can only accept it and respond quickly..hoping that what's gonna happen next would be better..so to all those who are facing some difficult times rite now..i hope you can get this point that I am trying to say.

第一次

i did it today..

haha..for the first time of my life..i drove a car on a road..man..this is not a simple task..cause it's a very busy road..and it's CHINA..you cannot imagine how ppl drive there..everyone was beebing me..or booting..but who cares..my car has got a very BIG 'L' on it..and i have all the rite to drive dangerously..besides i wasn't drive very slowly..neither was i doing some dangerous moves..why's everyone so impatient!?! but like i said..i couldn't care less..haha..man i was good at it..my legs were working very well..at first i tot the car would off every time i change gear..but no..it didn't happened..haha..ok once only..hm..it's really not easy to drive..the most difficult thing is to actually see what's going on on the road..there are so many cars around..i wonder how my coach and drive and look out for hot babes at the same time..but..ya..i believe i will reach that standard soon..

oh i had a great MEGA WEEKEND!! Liverpool beat chelsea 2-0 and arsenal came back from behind to win manu 2-1..this is great news..maybe we can lift the title this season..well..maybe..haha..

another family gathering

i din know china ppl so horny..haha..my driving coach and other students keep cracking dirty jokes and sharing horny experiences during driving lessons..haha..they wanna intro to me the "great chinese yellow social culture" and what can i do? i just laugh my head off..cause most of their stories are really damn retarted and funny..and horny and juicy haha..

anyway.. last nite had another family gathering..this time was my uncle's bday..dinner was at this new hotel which i dun think the food's nice but the deco are great..grand..the whole dinner was drinking again..everyone took turn to drink with the bday boy...er..man.. haha..not good to celebrate bday like that.. my aunt was asking me..'hey didi..got bring your gf back to let us see?' i was surprise by her question cause my cousin brought her bf back from aus.. then i said..' no la.. i study very hard ah..so no gf..have to wait for a few more yrs ah..dun worry ah..ha..ha..' the next thing she said surprised me..'huh!(shocked) why dun go and find a gf? finda gf and you will have no pimples!' hm...this is something new..what was her implying? haha..the she said ' you young boy...blood boiling..must find a gf to cool your blood..' ahahaha..

after dinner..it was family ktv again..wahaha..everyone went..all ages..grandma..and a bunch a little kids..everyone was dancing and singing and laughing so hard.. great time..i am loving this kind of quality time we spend together and it's been like 10 yrs since i last had such massive gathering..haha..so many family members..really nice and relaxing..love it.

2007 overview

Provided by Astrology.com

Aquarius

This year, idealistic Aquarius shines brightly. You truly are a visionary with a high sense of purpose and an advanced way of thinking. It will be very easy for you to express your individuality and altruistic ideals. New opportunities will arise to express your true feelings and perceptions in ways that increase your confidence.

You will find that you have unique ways of earning money this year. You will be able to bring your visionary ideals to a personal level and attract tangible rewards that benefit your value system. Take on a more imaginative way of expressing yourself. You may choose to experiment with different lifestyles this year. You have a tremendous drive for independence and don't like to work for other people as much as having your own business, so you may be motivated to think about how to manifest a new business. Your career may take on more of a passionate way of using your intuitive abilities to get to the inner meaning of things. Your efforts will allow new resources to evolve in your life and lead to the greater good.

You will also likely be concerned with changing your physical environment. In love relationships this year, you will be very energetic and may very well attract a flamboyant and energetic significant other. Your magnetic personality will bring you a good match who will be equally giving and excited to have a whirlwind of passion, love and joy in life.

hmm...a great yr ahead..haha

broom broom

i sat in the driver seat and my mind was kinda blank..my heart was beating a little faster than normal and my hands rather stiff..my legs were all over the place..it was a cool nite..clear sky lotsa stars..fat bin was next to me..smoking..and directing.. left right left right..the car swings around..there you go..i am getting comfortable..and straight away..parking session..not easy..BANG..one bamboo became two..sorry fat bin...but things started to look better after breaking that dear bamboo and soon i was like..wee wooo wee wooo..i am a dangerous driver..

DRINKING Culture

I am adopting a very unhealty lifestylr rite now..i told don the other day that there is no morning here in china..maybe there is...but i haven’t met one..cause everyday when i open my eyes, it’s already 11 or 12...haha.. feel like i am pig but can’t blame me..the weather is really shiok..so perfect for sleeping..even when i am awake i dun feel like getting out of my bed..when i finally get up, it’s time for a long and heavy meal..sometimes it’s afternoon tea..sometimes it’s steamboat..and usually last for about 2hours.. then guess how i spend my afternoon..sleep again..great huh..nv dream of such life during a-levels..well ok i am not such a pig all the time..some days i do go shopping or visit my relatives..daytime is short..it gets dark after 5.30..and the party begins..ppl her just know how to enjoy their dinner..all kindsa food to choose from and many nice and cheap restaurants..one thing i dun like is the drinking culture here..when i was young i dun need to care about the adult..they keep drinking and i keep eating..no problem..but now that i am 20..going 21..already an adult in their eyes..i gotta join in the drinking..which i dun enjoy very much..X.O.,Henessy,red wine..blah blah blah blah..so many kinds of chinese wine and worst is beer..ppl treat it like water..and every time they say ‘cheeeersss’ it’s one damn glass..and they can drink about 10 glasses a meal.

Last nite, i had a little gathering with my cousins who are much older than me..well most of my cousins are 30+,40+..and i was very shocked when they suggested karaoke after dinner..i was like..er...ok..and then the whole family went to sing song..and guess what..beer again..but i was quite surprised that they can sing and quite well..haha thought the songs are not my era..these cousins and cousins in law of mine are very eager to teach me everything they learned in the chinese society..socialising skills and nite life culture..one told me that it’s not that they enjoy drinking so much but it’s the chinese tradition and because they are so called the juniors in society so have to please the bosses..i can understand what he meant and i agree to a very large extent to the other reason that ppl drink to destress...i think ppl around the world do that and it really helps..kinda feel more relax after drinking..such is the power of alcohol.. lotsa things to learn from these ppl who are already in the working sector..and these ppl are very great i think..cause they can chat with almost any one..young or old..any kind of job..history..geography..politics..haha..not like me who can only talk craps with ppl of about the same age and have no common topics with other ppl.. the culture of socialising may not be the same in sg but the attitude is the same..so ya..great experiences..

new year present

YUHOOO..LIVERPOOL GAVE ME THE BEST NEW YEAR PRESENT..I LOVE LIVERPOOL!!!! YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!! THANK YOU JD THANK YOU HB..MY LUCKY BABIES..HHAHHAA..A GREAT START FOR 2007..I SENSE GREAT THINGS COMING MY WAY~~!!~!

2007

So it’s new year..i always have a special feeling on new yr day, it’s like reminding me that there is nothing I can do to stop time..well..i tried to think of what I achieved in the past yr but nothing came to my mind..hack..i dun give a damn..let’s not look back..since nothing can be changed.

I spent the last nite of 2006 here at home in china..in my own room..sleeping..haha..i dun like to count down cause every time I do that I feel like wasting time..and quite meaningless.. it’s better to just wake up and woo..a brand new yr..a brand new started..looks like nothing have changed but the mood changed, it’s like I feel happier..there is only joy in my mind..haha..i think 2007’s gonna be great!!!

My new yr resolution is to make life fun..no matter what shitty things I encounter..i shall just enjoy living and make it fun to be living..well actually on a second thought, I dun really need much to achieve that aim..life is fun because you go through different things every now and then..recently I also realised how nice it is to be able to feel angry, jealous and sad once in a while..these feelings make you appreciate your joyful times even more..

New year wish..world peace!