Wednesday, 24 December 2008
Tuesday, 16 December 2008
Thursday, 11 December 2008
i woke up 6am this morning..from a terrible dream..that made me so sick i almost threw up on my bed.. even now i still feel the urge to vomit..yucks..ok don't think about it anymore..
anyway..it's gonna be a healthy week, after yesterday's run, today shall go gym and tml..the sunny beach.. not really my favourite but it's an og outing!
Thursday, 4 December 2008
Post exam
Monday, 17 November 2008
SMILE IT'S CHRISTMAS!
Friday, 24 October 2008
visit to chinese sensei
first he applied some cream and started massaging using a wooden stick..quite painful..
then his left hand hold my left shoulder..i turned my head to my left..see what he wants..just then i hear "plut plut plut..." i turned my head to see my right shoulder (injured shoulder) and was fucking shocked.. he was actually using a small device somewhat like a stapler and poking my shoulder..my shoulder was cover with blood..immediately i felt dizzy..i can't see blood..the next thing even more scary..he took out his bamboo cups and vacuum it then put on my shoulder to suck out the so called "huo"... after 5 sec i saw stars..he removed the bamboo cups one by one and i don't even dare to look at my shoulder because i know what is being sucked out..BLOOD! “师傅。。我很晕。。”,“你看淤血来的,黑色的” WHY!! WHY must he show me a cotton wool full of jelly like black blood! so gross..my whole body nuo diao..and only managed to stand up after resting for a few minutes.. i really can't stand the sight of blood..esp blood being sucked out!!!! ahhhhhh...and he asked me to go back next wed..i really don't know if i should go back..ok..to be fair..it really helps..and effect is immediate..feel much better after the treatment..but still gross..
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
first judo-related injury
mate: ok la..no problem..maybe sprain
me: really not? how come my right hand like longer than my left hand!?
i was quite sian, nv suffered major injury during any training, not even in my many yrs of training full contact karate. more sian is that i walked around in nus then later took bus to nuh all the time half naked. i couldn't even lift up my hand to wear my t-shirt. well after x-ray and all that..came the good news..no fracture no dislocation..just severe pain..crap.. while i was in the hospital waiting to see the doc i saw many other patients, then i started to think, ppl injure in accidents or work..but i could have avoided the injury if i chose to play some safer sports like running or just normal workout. was i not treasuring my health? well..come to think about it now, isn't life about pursuing our passion..there are sacrifices to be made..and when we do sacrifice something for our passion, we don't need to ask whether it's worth it.
Friday, 10 October 2008
after mid term
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
FOOD POISONING
1: when i was a little boy, at home, was ill and vomitted a bowl of noodles that i just ate..
2: sec 4, dhs, lost a bet to yihan and had to drink 5 strawberry milkshake, vomit in the canteen toilet after the 3rd or 4th cup, vomit-buddy: don..
3: last day of work at the bar, too much alcohol and different types of alcohol..(i actually vomitted more than i drank)
4: last nite, damn it.
vomitting feels so very bad, but after u vomit you feel better after vomitting, like some emotions, it's better let them out than to force them inside you.. gosh i am becoming more and more philosopical..haha
Friday, 19 September 2008
recently-in pictures-car show, mz bday, mid autume fes
Friday, 15 August 2008
some moments captured by my handphone camera
Thursday, 7 August 2008
t-shirts wanted!
i heard that there are alot of nice little boutiques at haji lane and i was there to check it out. ok i must say i like most of the boutiques there as they are so nicely renovated and every shop gives u a different feeling. however there are very limited range in each shop and the prices aren't that attractive. is there any other place in sg where i can find nice clothes?
Sunday, 3 August 2008
back to sg
ok ..now have to get ready for new sem..this coming week gonna be busy too..alot of things to settle!
Thursday, 24 July 2008
i had a bad day
farewell to yihan
Sunday, 20 July 2008
No. 100
today is my last day of work at SF, been working there for 2 months and yea learned many things. this is just the rite time to leave because i am starting to get sick of this job and have to drag myself to work. i guess the most exciting thing about retail is learning consumer behaviour and learn how to read ppl's mind by looking at their actions and speech. i have encounted many different types of customers and actually realise that patience is the fundamental attribute of a good sales person. honestly speaking i think i am really patient, it seems that i can handle all those fussy customers and not get pissed by them. i think the reason is i am paid hourly and no commission so i take my time to serve, hala with them, adapt to their attitute and i don't really care if i can close the deal because once again, no commission=no motivation. the biggest reward of this job is the experience of being an employee, to be at the frontline of a company. i am born to be a boss and to be a good boss i need to know employee psychology. this kind of knowledge can't be learned in lectures.
my colleagues came to take pic with me before i leave, i am kinda shock and pretty touched, they didn't do that to other part timers. think they really like me hahaha..yay!
of coz besides the learning part, there are many fun moments too. and how can i forget about all the hot girls and kawaii japs! ooh! my last customer is such a killer! a drop dead gorgeous jap with devilic figure and the most attractive thing about jap is their gentleness. she look like an av star. SOOO DREAMY. OMG.. i am so gonna get a jap gf!!!
Thursday, 26 June 2008
男人心胸要广阔
Friday, 13 June 2008
your money or your life
Sunday, 8 June 2008
EURO 2008
Wednesday, 4 June 2008
read this once in a while!
went to the screening of krystal's final ya projects on mon nite. was very impressed by some of the productions. there is one line in one of the film that really caught my attention --第二名永远是第一个输的
不知何时开始对比赛丧失了斗志,可能应为太久没有尝到胜利的滋味,又或许被多次的失败削弱了意志。仔细想想,真正的原因因该是我太渴望从比赛当中得到快感,不想让压力影响表现,所以总跟自己说输赢不用紧,最终要享受比赛的过程。但我发现,一旦脑海里有了‘输赢都不用紧’的想法,潜意识里自然而让就给了自己一个退缩的借口,同时也把自己从比赛中淘汰出局。我发现,比赛最大的快感还是胜利!
i still rmb the line cheryl keep saying--winning is not everything, wanting to win is!
Thursday, 29 May 2008
Monday, 26 May 2008
tiring week
i am really shock at how women shop..esp rich women, why would they spend hundreds even thousands of dollars on a pair of shoes or a hand bag. well..maybe that's what ppl do when they can't think of better way to spend their money.
Monday, 19 May 2008
New Job
jobless
there are somethings i learn from this job.
i realised that i can connect well with ppl i like but totally can't force myself to befriend those that i don't like. my manager was telling me that's the thing i should learn, how to connect with different ppl. at this point of time i still can't do it. i just can't think of anything to talk when facing some ppl. and i hate talking for the sake of talking. when i was working there, there is this qn that i keep asking myself, why do things that i don't enjoy doing? and why do i want to connect with ppl what i don't like. then ppl say it's what u have to learn, becoz next time in any work will face with the same situation. after some internal struggle, i managed to find the ans, that is do that when it's worth doing. now i am not working for some big money, so it's not worth it. haha.. but well overall it's still a very nice experience. tml i will be going for another interview..this time fashion line.
Monday, 12 May 2008
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
start of 3 month long hol
got 1 job offer from cw..model for his wedding photo shooting..but got additional claus..must find mature looking female models for him..i was telling him..'if only i have such friends' haha so crap.. looking forward to the class bbq and meet the jc friends..long time nv see them...
Saturday, 19 April 2008
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
Scouser Rule the World!!
thanks to arsenal..they played really well...but we played better haha!! the ball is round, when adebyor scored the 2nd for arsenal, i tot it was all over..the way they celebrated..sick! who got the last laugh?? HAHA!
this match reminded me..the ball is round..so is the world..feel much happier now and ready for all the challenges ahead!
Sunday, 30 March 2008
Happy weekend
then at nite went out for dinner at ecp and watch a nice show at nite. the bucket list..
same old thing, you know you are gonna die soon and how are you gonna spend your last days..
so these 2 old man who kanna cancer came up with a bucket list..things they wanna do before they kick the bucket.
everytime when i come across such story, can't help but ask myself, am i enjoying my life and doing all the things i want? and when i die would i have any regrets..well every man has his dream..things he wanna achieve and to achieve his dream, he has to have a plan..work step by step closer to his target. the working part is always tough and most of the time not enjoyable. what if we die before we reach our goal and fulfill our dreams..we don't get to enjoy the sweet fruits of success and all our life have been spent working so hard and never get to enjoy..
well, guess we cannot use that as an excuse to slack our life away..
the rite way is still to work hard and enjoy your work..i love this quote "choose the job you like and you'll never have to work a day in your life." something like that.
but then again..there must be something we should do in our life time that will make us proud.
what is it the really would make me proud of myself...hm...???
Tuesday, 25 March 2008
bad luck good luck
i think luck depends on your mood. if you are in a good mood and happy..good luck follows.. when u are down and upset, you will do everything wrong and blame it to bad luck..
i think i have bad luck now..but i am sure i can change my own luck..first change my mood..be happy~~
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
can't do anything
Sunday, 16 March 2008
Com parade
hm..i look like some big shot hahaha
My expression was very serious one..i want to keep the big shot look..but he squeezed my waist..pervertic boy..
benedict, from a little boy to such a tall man now..sec 1 and 2 i taller than him hor..
oh wah..there got alot of chio bu also.. all come support their boyfriend..so happy.. i was busying looking around..and the chio bu also looking around lo.. i spotted a few starring at me hor..haha had a great time..met many old friends too..
Friday, 14 March 2008
!!!
Sunday, 9 March 2008
happy blog
let me think..what was the last happy thing i experienced...
Watching liverpool on sat nite with bin and jd..it is now a happy thing to do..cause they are SCORING GOALS AGAIN!!!
ok..one more happy thing..erm... ate alot of watermelon today..yes..so happy..watermelon makes you happy..
Friday, 7 March 2008
i've got sunshine!!
Sunday, 2 March 2008
突然很感慨
sometimes u just don't get what u want...perhaps you have already tried your hardest to achieve it but there are things that the outcome is not directly proportional to the effort put in. some times we odd to let go...
maybe get sad over it for a little while yes it's alrite to get sad over it..but not too long, then look forward and start working hard again for other goals..
以前以为自己拿得起放得低,好似好潇洒,其实对某些事还是很在乎。。
Wednesday, 27 February 2008
what's happening
Friday, 22 February 2008
end of 1 busy week
and when i was so tired after doing all the assingments and mugging for test..i received this
yep..my sis's son..his first massage session in his life..looks like he really likes it
boy..uncle will bring u around the world to try different kinds of massage when u grow up.. thai style, jap style, indo style, korean style, african style also can..just don't tell mummy..
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
work and work
k i am just taking a break now..going to spend another 2-3hours reading black and white..sucks.. no choice.. this is time for work..serious work
Saturday, 16 February 2008
vday
it's so like a tradition..like we moon cake during mid autume fes.. what is the joy? no surprise at all..how romantic can it be..
whatever it is..i still enjoyed mine this yr.. free chocolate..what else can i ask for?
and i spent the evening in the school lib..studying.. the lib so quiet..everyone went out dating.. the lib feels peaceful.. lovely..and romantic..i love it!
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
录音篇
man it was really a tough job..hard to get the right feel (it's kinda emo theme) i hardly get emotional so it's very very difficult for me..come to think about it..who speak with so much emotions in real life?! argh..but ya did learnt something..that it's so difficult to control your own voice.
spent 4 hours repeating lines.. phew.. well i am not that good in this so the director had a hard time directing me too..
and they all have very sensitive hearing..i was amazed!
but well eventually got it done..
interesting experience i would say..
movies are really not as simple as they look..perfectionists' job.
i still prefer to be an audience..haha
Monday, 11 February 2008
it's birthday again~
i think i am quite lucky that my family tradition is to celebrate lunar birthdays, then on my calendar birthday i can celebrate with friends. but usually i don't celebrate birthdays becoz i think it is just another ordinary day..no big deal. it's not like new year or x'mas which everyone is happy and in the mood of celebration..
anyway..i will still make the wish i make every birthday..that is World Peace!!
tml morning i will shout out to the sky!
oh not to forget..must thank my mother.. this is one painful day for her..but the pain is worth it..haha
Wednesday, 6 February 2008
..
it is so hard to even understand your own emotions..
not to mention others'..
and when u can't even understand it..
how can u talk about controlling it.
i am often amazed by the sudden and random feeling i have about some events
it's cool..
to be able to feel feelings..
Sunday, 27 January 2008
end of sadness
Thursday, 24 January 2008
'sad' of waiting thur
Wednesday, 23 January 2008
sad for rc wed
i am fine with it..hope ars win the league this season.
Tuesday, 22 January 2008
Monday, 21 January 2008
Monday, 14 January 2008
NEW TERM
in phy lecture today there is this sentence:
to have a good idea, we must have a lot of ideas.
same goes for finding gf..
Friday, 11 January 2008
the recent trip to my hometown
the baby is my little nephew. i realised that having kids is really not a simple task and of coz very expensive! nowonder the low birth rate.. but they are just so lovely..who can resist!
oh and that fat lazy dog..sleeps 2/3 of the day, occassionally runs around jumping up and down after too much second hand smoke. i tot dogs are suppose to watch the house at nite but this dog sleep very early and snores very loudy, worse than junda.
now back to sg, preparing for the new term. it's a new year, new term, new modules, everything like starts afresh, so exciting!