i am sick.. came home last nite and i really felt like dying.. well that's how we feel everytime we are sick but this time it's extremely bad.. maybe what made it worse is that i am so angry at myself..for being sick at the wrong time!
and these 2 days..i felt like i was dreaming all the time.. maybe the fever was too high..maybe the panadol made me drownsy.. or maybe it's just because of 'other thing'.. my mind was kinda blank most of the time.. all i wanna do is just stare at 'thing'.. but i did felt fresh for a while after the thai massage.. and the good thing is..it's free! (don't get that all the time..)

now..i have to recover real fast! and get ready for my exams..

so that's what i've been doing for the past 2 days.. tour guide + camera man..so tiring.. everytime my relatives come to visit us i will have to plan their itinerary.. and i have to say singapore is really boring.. looking forward to our club trip this hol!! i need some serious fun..

my very much preferred messy hair..

want milk?
wow i hardly see him open his eyes so big..


it's been sometime since i last uploaded pics here..hm..here are the recent ones.. got mms from sis.. her son, my nephew is becoming more and more enormous.. i think he's bigger than other kids of the same age..haha..but that's good..as long as he's healthy.. sis also kept complaining about how naughty he is.. i said..just send him here and let Uncle Hua smack his backside.. i love smacking kids' backside..lol..esp NAUGHTY KIDS..

what happened this morning...
dad's phone rang...
i opened my eyes...
i asked myself.. 'eh..why so bright..why's there sunlight..weekend already?'
the next moment i was busy texting my classmates..ask them to inform my tutor that i will be late..and there was a class test today.. when i reached 1 hour later, i had to do it outside the class..argh.. that kinda disrupted my thoughts a little..can't get full mark liao..nvm..
oh and i had to take a cab to nus..morning peak rate+erp cost about 23 bucks from eunos to nus.. now i know..haha..but the driver was cute..he kept telling me about how much he hates taxi drivers.. and all the nasty things taxi drivers do.. but he's still in the job..that's the funny part..
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sometimes i think what i study really contradicts my personality.. i am educated to analyse every situation thoroughly taking into consideration of every possible variable..but most of the time i follow my heart instead.. just do it..live for the now..that's what i usually tell myself to do.. hm..maybe i should look at this from a different angle.. perhaps it's more of a balance than a contradiction..=)
i guess i don't care much about doing the right thing.. there is no 'the right thing' in the first place.. ok.. yes.. whenever i am faced with the question of 'to do or not to do?' i let the willful self take over..