today i got back my accounting test and when i look at the paper..there is a number '4' there..i was wondering what that mean, then i asked gx..'eh bro..what is this?' he laughed and said..'bro you don't scare me, u always surprise me..' then i knew it was the score..gosh..4/20 when everyone is getting close to full marks..
something must be wrong.. and well.. in the end..i realised...
we actually did a different paper..and so the machine marked wrongly.. haha..freak me out..
i was about to tell gx..'hey bro, the project you guys just go ahead...i prepare one SU for this mod'..

now just wait for them to sort out my score..

i am sick.. came home last nite and i really felt like dying.. well that's how we feel everytime we are sick but this time it's extremely bad.. maybe what made it worse is that i am so angry at myself..for being sick at the wrong time!
and these 2 days..i felt like i was dreaming all the time.. maybe the fever was too high..maybe the panadol made me drownsy.. or maybe it's just because of 'other thing'.. my mind was kinda blank most of the time.. all i wanna do is just stare at 'thing'.. but i did felt fresh for a while after the thai massage.. and the good thing is..it's free! (don't get that all the time..)

now..i have to recover real fast! and get ready for my exams..

what happened this morning...
dad's phone rang...
i opened my eyes...
i asked myself.. 'eh..why so bright..why's there sunlight..weekend already?'
the next moment i was busy texting my classmates..ask them to inform my tutor that i will be late..and there was a class test today.. when i reached 1 hour later, i had to do it outside the class..argh.. that kinda disrupted my thoughts a little..can't get full mark liao..nvm..
oh and i had to take a cab to nus..morning peak rate+erp cost about 23 bucks from eunos to nus.. now i know..haha..but the driver was cute..he kept telling me about how much he hates taxi drivers.. and all the nasty things taxi drivers do.. but he's still in the job..that's the funny part..
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sometimes i think what i study really contradicts my personality.. i am educated to analyse every situation thoroughly taking into consideration of every possible variable..but most of the time i follow my heart instead.. just do it..live for the now..that's what i usually tell myself to do.. hm..maybe i should look at this from a different angle.. perhaps it's more of a balance than a contradiction..=)
i guess i don't care much about doing the right thing.. there is no 'the right thing' in the first place.. ok.. yes.. whenever i am faced with the question of 'to do or not to do?' i let the willful self take over..

had a very relax weekend, watch two movies.. 12 round and coming soon. action and horror.. 12 round was an accident..i didn't plan to watch it.. i wanted to watch coming soon and finally got the chance.. watched it with JR, kinda gay but nowadays it's hard to find a girl who dares to watch horror.. actually it's hard to find a guy too.. look at Bin.. nvm..
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i finally had a look at dai yin mai's english lyrics.. so it's actually very simple story..haha.. ok..must try to rmb it and learn to sing it as well..such a nice song..but my current favourite is eternal flame..
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ok..have to get ready for tml..midweek break..alot of things to be done!

it's midweek again, i can't say how much i love wed.. it allows me to breathe and get ready for the rest of the week.. was on the train..there was a sky-blue sky outside the window.. and there were cloud-like clouds... plus the leave-green trees..haha what a lousy description but i am just lost for words.. the picture was beautiful..and jason mraz was singing 'life is wonderful' on my hp.. these things can just make u forget about the most hateful day..
today's to-do-list:
3131 project
cut hair
buy present for the boy turning 21 tml
gym
more hw..
kid theung killer..
better start working..

been having double layers of eye bags this week.. and i look like zombie!
but finally done with 2 projects, and most of the tests.. 1 last project to do and probably can get into exam mode after that..
rushed home to take a nap today..right after class..and while sleeping 'the killer' called to surprise me...and 'the killer' also made me ask my teacher to translate some mushy lines..made my ?aacaan laughed at me..
ok weekend is here again! CLUB MEETING RESUMES! YAY!

Wanyi bday party

the beast nv give any chance..old and young..he just eat

meet my hero..oh mi tuo fo...mr david gan

V-day Gay party..

Dad caught baby shark

and the most unexpected present from yihan..flew all the way from US..haha..

was sitting alone at opera field..looked in all direction and there was nobody else around..
love the dark, the wind, the empty field, the upright goal post, the clear starry sky, the smell of the grass, the music from my phone. lonely is a good feeling..awesome!