i am sick.. came home last nite and i really felt like dying.. well that's how we feel everytime we are sick but this time it's extremely bad.. maybe what made it worse is that i am so angry at myself..for being sick at the wrong time!
and these 2 days..i felt like i was dreaming all the time.. maybe the fever was too high..maybe the panadol made me drownsy.. or maybe it's just because of 'other thing'.. my mind was kinda blank most of the time.. all i wanna do is just stare at 'thing'.. but i did felt fresh for a while after the thai massage.. and the good thing is..it's free! (don't get that all the time..)

now..i have to recover real fast! and get ready for my exams..

so that's what i've been doing for the past 2 days.. tour guide + camera man..so tiring.. everytime my relatives come to visit us i will have to plan their itinerary.. and i have to say singapore is really boring.. looking forward to our club trip this hol!! i need some serious fun..

my very much preferred messy hair..

want milk?
wow i hardly see him open his eyes so big..


it's been sometime since i last uploaded pics here..hm..here are the recent ones.. got mms from sis.. her son, my nephew is becoming more and more enormous.. i think he's bigger than other kids of the same age..haha..but that's good..as long as he's healthy.. sis also kept complaining about how naughty he is.. i said..just send him here and let Uncle Hua smack his backside.. i love smacking kids' backside..lol..esp NAUGHTY KIDS..

what happened this morning...
dad's phone rang...
i opened my eyes...
i asked myself.. 'eh..why so bright..why's there sunlight..weekend already?'
the next moment i was busy texting my classmates..ask them to inform my tutor that i will be late..and there was a class test today.. when i reached 1 hour later, i had to do it outside the class..argh.. that kinda disrupted my thoughts a little..can't get full mark liao..nvm..
oh and i had to take a cab to nus..morning peak rate+erp cost about 23 bucks from eunos to nus.. now i know..haha..but the driver was cute..he kept telling me about how much he hates taxi drivers.. and all the nasty things taxi drivers do.. but he's still in the job..that's the funny part..
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sometimes i think what i study really contradicts my personality.. i am educated to analyse every situation thoroughly taking into consideration of every possible variable..but most of the time i follow my heart instead.. just do it..live for the now..that's what i usually tell myself to do.. hm..maybe i should look at this from a different angle.. perhaps it's more of a balance than a contradiction..=)
i guess i don't care much about doing the right thing.. there is no 'the right thing' in the first place.. ok.. yes.. whenever i am faced with the question of 'to do or not to do?' i let the willful self take over..

had a very relax weekend, watch two movies.. 12 round and coming soon. action and horror.. 12 round was an accident..i didn't plan to watch it.. i wanted to watch coming soon and finally got the chance.. watched it with JR, kinda gay but nowadays it's hard to find a girl who dares to watch horror.. actually it's hard to find a guy too.. look at Bin.. nvm..
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i finally had a look at dai yin mai's english lyrics.. so it's actually very simple story..haha.. ok..must try to rmb it and learn to sing it as well..such a nice song..but my current favourite is eternal flame..
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ok..have to get ready for tml..midweek break..alot of things to be done!

it's midweek again, i can't say how much i love wed.. it allows me to breathe and get ready for the rest of the week.. was on the train..there was a sky-blue sky outside the window.. and there were cloud-like clouds... plus the leave-green trees..haha what a lousy description but i am just lost for words.. the picture was beautiful..and jason mraz was singing 'life is wonderful' on my hp.. these things can just make u forget about the most hateful day..
today's to-do-list:
3131 project
cut hair
buy present for the boy turning 21 tml
gym
more hw..
kid theung killer..
better start working..

been having double layers of eye bags this week.. and i look like zombie!
but finally done with 2 projects, and most of the tests.. 1 last project to do and probably can get into exam mode after that..
rushed home to take a nap today..right after class..and while sleeping 'the killer' called to surprise me...and 'the killer' also made me ask my teacher to translate some mushy lines..made my ?aacaan laughed at me..
ok weekend is here again! CLUB MEETING RESUMES! YAY!

woo~ what a tiring week, just when i thought i am relax abit after all tests.. then came all the projects..but well like i always said, it's cool to be busy..love being occupied! so i am not complaining.. expecting a busy weekend too. tonite i shall spend more time with my bed, miss her so much, for the past week i only come and go.. she must have missed me too.. tonite shall spend some quality time with her..

personality test..

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
huahua...
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
since you learning thai now, let me introduce this singer to you
dihua- says:
ya?
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
will make you want to learn thai more
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
da endorphine
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
shes DAMN GOOD .
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dihua- says:
i want buy her album!

everybody..da endorphine!