so free today...in fact, i am so free everyday..haha.. at coffee bean now.. used to come here to mug but now just come here to laze my afternoon away.. was looking at all the blogs and realised i haven't been uploading photos for quite some time.. so here are the recent pics in my com..


First we have ah kai~~btw his english name is Herman..haha his new hair cut.. his mum(my sis) thinks that he looks like a little gangster..

thai class gathering!!! so much delicious food prepared by our beloved aacaan~~had fun eating and eating and eating!!!

busy busy.. busy cooking and eating~~

Last thai lesson... khun meow gets emotional

seems like i have gay friends everywhere i go...

we love our aacaan~~wahh just realised aacaan held my hand..haha..shyshy

hmm..had a lot of fun learning thai.. a little time consuming but alot of fun and laughter~~

yilan's 21th birthday.. this birthday party somehow feel like a chinese new year gathering..haha but it's unique in a way.. we had so much fun crapping and crabbing.. her family members and all the uncles aunties are so kind to us..

beer boy..

here is my waancay~~~

so adorable and lovely~~

so actually i've been having fun so far this holiday..haha maybe that's why i am so lazy to look for a job.. but well i've got a job already.. a pretty relax job and don't need to work all the time..just as and when i like.. and the best thing is that it doesn't even sound like a job to me.. the job is student camp facilitator.. in other words, i am just doing what i always do but getting paid now..haha. cool.. looking forward to a fun filled holiday.. looking forward to tw!! looking forward to liverpool's asia tour!!

another sem is over.. when i was in the exam hall..sitting for my last paper.. i felt so bored! it wasn't because the paper was tough..but i was just too sian of writing more! i had a sudden urge of handing in the undone paper and leave! but well i didn't..i took a short break..looked around the hall..drank some water.. ate a candy.. and carry on writing..

i guess i am really tired of school life.. but neither am i looking forward to work life.. mini depression now.. arghhh.. and everyone is falling sick

now looking for job..i don't want to waste time this holiday but on the other hand i really feel tired..arghh..always so self contradicting.. but well can't sit around doing nothing for 3months.. should go out and learn something.. or get some cash..

i am sick.. came home last nite and i really felt like dying.. well that's how we feel everytime we are sick but this time it's extremely bad.. maybe what made it worse is that i am so angry at myself..for being sick at the wrong time!
and these 2 days..i felt like i was dreaming all the time.. maybe the fever was too high..maybe the panadol made me drownsy.. or maybe it's just because of 'other thing'.. my mind was kinda blank most of the time.. all i wanna do is just stare at 'thing'.. but i did felt fresh for a while after the thai massage.. and the good thing is..it's free! (don't get that all the time..)

now..i have to recover real fast! and get ready for my exams..

so that's what i've been doing for the past 2 days.. tour guide + camera man..so tiring.. everytime my relatives come to visit us i will have to plan their itinerary.. and i have to say singapore is really boring.. looking forward to our club trip this hol!! i need some serious fun..

my very much preferred messy hair..

want milk?
wow i hardly see him open his eyes so big..


it's been sometime since i last uploaded pics here..hm..here are the recent ones.. got mms from sis.. her son, my nephew is becoming more and more enormous.. i think he's bigger than other kids of the same age..haha..but that's good..as long as he's healthy.. sis also kept complaining about how naughty he is.. i said..just send him here and let Uncle Hua smack his backside.. i love smacking kids' backside..lol..esp NAUGHTY KIDS..

what happened this morning...
dad's phone rang...
i opened my eyes...
i asked myself.. 'eh..why so bright..why's there sunlight..weekend already?'
the next moment i was busy texting my classmates..ask them to inform my tutor that i will be late..and there was a class test today.. when i reached 1 hour later, i had to do it outside the class..argh.. that kinda disrupted my thoughts a little..can't get full mark liao..nvm..
oh and i had to take a cab to nus..morning peak rate+erp cost about 23 bucks from eunos to nus.. now i know..haha..but the driver was cute..he kept telling me about how much he hates taxi drivers.. and all the nasty things taxi drivers do.. but he's still in the job..that's the funny part..
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sometimes i think what i study really contradicts my personality.. i am educated to analyse every situation thoroughly taking into consideration of every possible variable..but most of the time i follow my heart instead.. just do it..live for the now..that's what i usually tell myself to do.. hm..maybe i should look at this from a different angle.. perhaps it's more of a balance than a contradiction..=)
i guess i don't care much about doing the right thing.. there is no 'the right thing' in the first place.. ok.. yes.. whenever i am faced with the question of 'to do or not to do?' i let the willful self take over..

had a very relax weekend, watch two movies.. 12 round and coming soon. action and horror.. 12 round was an accident..i didn't plan to watch it.. i wanted to watch coming soon and finally got the chance.. watched it with JR, kinda gay but nowadays it's hard to find a girl who dares to watch horror.. actually it's hard to find a guy too.. look at Bin.. nvm..
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i finally had a look at dai yin mai's english lyrics.. so it's actually very simple story..haha.. ok..must try to rmb it and learn to sing it as well..such a nice song..but my current favourite is eternal flame..
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ok..have to get ready for tml..midweek break..alot of things to be done!

it's midweek again, i can't say how much i love wed.. it allows me to breathe and get ready for the rest of the week.. was on the train..there was a sky-blue sky outside the window.. and there were cloud-like clouds... plus the leave-green trees..haha what a lousy description but i am just lost for words.. the picture was beautiful..and jason mraz was singing 'life is wonderful' on my hp.. these things can just make u forget about the most hateful day..
today's to-do-list:
3131 project
cut hair
buy present for the boy turning 21 tml
gym
more hw..
kid theung killer..
better start working..

been having double layers of eye bags this week.. and i look like zombie!
but finally done with 2 projects, and most of the tests.. 1 last project to do and probably can get into exam mode after that..
rushed home to take a nap today..right after class..and while sleeping 'the killer' called to surprise me...and 'the killer' also made me ask my teacher to translate some mushy lines..made my ?aacaan laughed at me..
ok weekend is here again! CLUB MEETING RESUMES! YAY!

woo~ what a tiring week, just when i thought i am relax abit after all tests.. then came all the projects..but well like i always said, it's cool to be busy..love being occupied! so i am not complaining.. expecting a busy weekend too. tonite i shall spend more time with my bed, miss her so much, for the past week i only come and go.. she must have missed me too.. tonite shall spend some quality time with her..