LUCKIEST DAY OF MY LIFE

yest was one of the best sundays i ever had in recent times. morning soccer always so enjoyable and i scored a lot of goals like i promised.

went to the zoo next..i was acting as a tour guide showing my dad's friends around.. well i've never seen the zoo so full before..i've been there for about 10 times but never seen such a crowd. the cars have to park along the road outside the park. some family day event going on..but it didn't bother me..i was never in the mood to see animals..i think they are sufferring in the zoo..in their cages..even myself feel damn trapped in a small country..i wonder how would the animals feel..they all look so glum and bored and lifeless. if i were them..i would die in hunger or ganna food poisoning cause of pollution, just for the freedom to move about. i wasn't paying much attention to the animals there..i was more interested in one of the parrot trainer. she is GORGEOUS. and standing next to other trainers who have close resemblance to the beasts, her beauty was amplified! i couldn't take my eyes off her. then came her killer smile! my legs were soring from the morning soccer but then i became soft..haha.. i took out my camera not to shoot the birds (who cares about the birds) but to ...haha u know what i mean..

that made my whole trip to the zoo very very entertaining..and i was looking forward to leave cause then i would pass the main entrance once more and admire her all over again!

well i tot i've been lucky..but wait that's only the starting..the real highlight was dinner. was at east coast..when the waiter showed me our table..i spotted something on the next table..someone to be exact..and allow me to use my favourite phrase here.. some one who's 'DROP DEAD GORGEOUS'! instantly on my mind i started to think where shall i sit and the next moment i was at a seat directly opp to her where i had a clear view of her and the best thing i don't need to turn my head or whatsoever..i just have to pretend to look at my sis who's also in the same direction. i've never met a girl like her..her appearance i would say PERFECTLY suited for me. she's the girl that i've been fantasizing all the time..now my dream was rite infront of me..then my dad they all started forcing me beer..and what do u expect..the whole thing became more dreamy...

dark long hair..not silky but soft and i could almost imagine how nice it smells..
suspect she's a mixed blood cause of her facial features..
looks aside..her movements..so gracious..i watched how she handle the crab with ease..and when she licked her fingers..i almost choked! it's pure seduction!!!
oh and i am very particular about how girls dress..
but she's got it ALL RIGHT! simple white top plus the most crucial mini khaki shorts.
my favourite outfit for a girl in casual occasions.
the mini shorts allowed me to have an extended view of her legs..(i am not pervertic, it's just like buying smt u need to know everything about it..haha)
long slim legs with the standard curves..stands up to about 1.67m.. i love it!
what else can i ask for?
i tot i was in heaven..
just by looking at her..i felt in love and as i am typing..i fell for her all over again..

funny owner

Gillett seems ready to do just that, saying in the Daily Telegraph: 'If Rafa said he wanted to buy `Snoogy Doogy', we would back him.'

i look forward to NEW FACES next season..long live liverpool!

ynwa always

i just wanna lie down on the floor..i want to see no light.. i want to hear no sound..i just wanna bury myself in sadness.. let me just enjoy a little time griefing alone..before u start to tell me how happy you are..and pls don't cheer me up..let me just be indulged in my own sorrow and let the pain ease by itself...

excited

for 2 consecutive mornings..i woke up in shock..i don't know why but i just keep thinking that i've missed the champions league final. phew..it's too big a match to be missed and i can't wait for wed nite to come. i still remember very clearly the last time we were in the final and won it. who can forget about it anyway. actually rite now while i am typing..i can feel my whole body shaking in excitement. i was not only a football match. it was inspirational, magical, unforgettable. oh dear..i think i am gonna have a tough time falling asleep tonite.. it's just 1 day away.

Summer Palace

out of boredom i went to watch this show. i was expecting something i could understand. but no..the plot was too much for me..too deep? i don't know..all i could figure out was that the characters were always finding problems for themselves and always act like they are very emotional beings. except for all the bed scenes, i can hardly relate the story to reality.

anyway..i am starting to relike my life again..still slacking but i manage to give myself some excuses to enjoy it all over again. i am doing all the things that i don't have the chance to do during sch terms. reading all the harry potter books and other self improvement books. watching movie dvds that i missed in while they were showing and secretly doing some research...some statistics..

of coz eagerly waiting for CL final! however this time i might have to watch in alone. maybe with don on the webcam..haha..

some anger management

i am fucking stuck here in sg.
reasons: waiting for smu interview and ntu don't even bother to send me a reply..looks like i am set for nus..real estate. also received a letter that invites me to apply for PR, and so i did, called mindef and they said i don't need to serve ns but the fucking newbie at ica said otherwise..so i don't have a fucking idea whether i will be in uni or in jungle by the end of the yr. my bros are in jungles which leave me out in the fucking civilasation telling my tales only to the bloody sorry..bloodless computer.

i didn't know slacking can bring you so much stress too..it's like i keep having the feeling that everyone are DOING something...having purpose in mind and i am wasting my fucking youth here doing NOTHING! it may be due to the fact that i believe so strongly that the life is short which cause me to be very much frustrated by the fucking pointless days i live tru now. why must ppl wait for so fucking long between JC and Uni..it's almost a yr of fucking FREE time! what is this? a preview of retirement!? i don't have cute little grandkids ass to play with!

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alrite i know there really is nothing worth making a fuss about this but i never in my life have experienced such a time. i could always find something to keep myself busy, entertained and get the most out of every fucking situation.. i know i can find something meaningful to do very soon.. perhaps it's just the lack of companionship that drive me a little crazy. it will soon be over..i know..i will soon find an excuse to be happy again..soon.