what's happening

tot this week would be a good time for me to catch up with all sch works but things didn't turn out the way i expected. alot of things popped up which required immediate attention. these things kinda mess up my life a little. unable to fall asleep at nite.. always thinking about my future..keep having different images about my future life..why? funny..maybe it's time for meditation..ommmm

end of 1 busy week

finally it's friday nite.. this is by far the busiest week for this term..but i feel accomplished..that's great.
and when i was so tired after doing all the assingments and mugging for test..i received this

yep..my sis's son..his first massage session in his life..looks like he really likes it

boy..uncle will bring u around the world to try different kinds of massage when u grow up.. thai style, jap style, indo style, korean style, african style also can..just don't tell mummy..

work and work

suddenly i seem so busy.. i think it got to do with the speed i do my work.. but i can't just rush tru things.. i like to do it properly and nicely.. spent 4 hours in the lib yest just to do half of an assignment. damn and today whole day at home to finish the other half of the same bloody assignment..realise that i lose concentration quite easily..think long working hours really not suitable for me. must change the way i work soon.. man i am spending more and more time facing the books and com. what unhealthy lifestyle i have. yucks..
k i am just taking a break now..going to spend another 2-3hours reading black and white..sucks.. no choice.. this is time for work..serious work

vday

was asking some female friends whethere they expect to receive present from their bf on vday..most..well all kinda said yes..
it's so like a tradition..like we moon cake during mid autume fes.. what is the joy? no surprise at all..how romantic can it be..
whatever it is..i still enjoyed mine this yr.. free chocolate..what else can i ask for?
and i spent the evening in the school lib..studying.. the lib so quiet..everyone went out dating.. the lib feels peaceful.. lovely..and romantic..i love it!

录音篇

went to np today to help krystal and her friends do some voice over for their final yr production.
man it was really a tough job..hard to get the right feel (it's kinda emo theme) i hardly get emotional so it's very very difficult for me..come to think about it..who speak with so much emotions in real life?! argh..but ya did learnt something..that it's so difficult to control your own voice.
spent 4 hours repeating lines.. phew.. well i am not that good in this so the director had a hard time directing me too..
and they all have very sensitive hearing..i was amazed!
but well eventually got it done..
interesting experience i would say..
movies are really not as simple as they look..perfectionists' job.
i still prefer to be an audience..haha

it's birthday again~

5th day of the lunar new year is my lunar birthday which i usually spend with my family. this year my lunar bd happens to be 1 day before my calendar bd..

i think i am quite lucky that my family tradition is to celebrate lunar birthdays, then on my calendar birthday i can celebrate with friends. but usually i don't celebrate birthdays becoz i think it is just another ordinary day..no big deal. it's not like new year or x'mas which everyone is happy and in the mood of celebration..

anyway..i will still make the wish i make every birthday..that is World Peace!!
tml morning i will shout out to the sky!

oh not to forget..must thank my mother.. this is one painful day for her..but the pain is worth it..haha

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human mind is really one complex thing...
it is so hard to even understand your own emotions..
not to mention others'..
and when u can't even understand it..
how can u talk about controlling it.

i am often amazed by the sudden and random feeling i have about some events
it's cool..
to be able to feel feelings..