this sem seems exceptionally fast, i don't know why, maybe because i've been engaged in many things..but finally it has ended but not so well.. hai.. all the papers were like so difficult, especially my core modules..totally suck..but good thing is i am not very bothered by results...just aim for pass.. NOW don't think about it already, before the exams, they seem to be so important..but now that it's over..it's not important any more..it's not even worth me thinking about it.. better spend my time on more meaningful things, like get a temp job and do my biz..and love my gal..

i am also busy preparing for exams. Next week will be last week of school and actually most lectures are wrapping up already. This week is super busy for me, rush projects,(always see my mid night buddy Jd online after midnight, also mugging) also my second cargo shipment arrived, just today I was unloading the container in the morning and rushing to project meeting in the evening, rushing back to shop to unpack the goods at night.. @@ my nus bro Gx very kind, see me so tired, so he brought his alcohol to school for me to relax after class..Very kind of him..Haha then after I drink liao he will tell me this girl looking at me that girl smiling at me.. Crap.

My nephew ah kai is here again, even more naughty than before and now he keep following me everywhere and always want me to carry him..But well he also know how to make me happy, whenever he's got food he will say 'give some to kao fu' which is very sweet of him but then again, when he can't finish and the food is full of his saliva he also say 'give to kao fu'..

Ok in the next 2 weeks I will be full time mugger and prepare for 'the day' which I actually have 3 papers in 1 day, accounting, stochastic process, macro Econ. what a wonderful day.

Oh there are things to look forward to despite the hell like exam period. That is jan, when I will be flying to bkk once again to visit my Baobei.

today i got back my accounting test and when i look at the paper..there is a number '4' there..i was wondering what that mean, then i asked gx..'eh bro..what is this?' he laughed and said..'bro you don't scare me, u always surprise me..' then i knew it was the score..gosh..4/20 when everyone is getting close to full marks..
something must be wrong.. and well.. in the end..i realised...
we actually did a different paper..and so the machine marked wrongly.. haha..freak me out..
i was about to tell gx..'hey bro, the project you guys just go ahead...i prepare one SU for this mod'..

now just wait for them to sort out my score..

some recent photos..
it's recess week again, this sem just feel like so lazy..better start studying..

i always want to update my blog but i am just so busy these days, for the past month i 've been busy with our new shop. my family just opened a new bicycle shop..and there are tons of things waiting for me to do! and 2 weeks ago sch started..my final yr! the modules i am taking now are pretty advance, hard to understand man.. what a tough time now.. i have to give up most of the leisure activities.. and divide my time bt work and studies.. it's really tiring for the mind and body but well, i see this as a good learning experience.. afterall my goal is to start my own biz after graduation.. i have so many ideas in mind!

starting a biz is really stressful..so many things to consider and have to do everything ourselves because we want to cut down the start up cost! i've learn alot from my dad when comes to budget management..how to minimize expenses and increase revenue..we've done everything ourselves from looking for supplier to shipping to renovation to advertising to accounting blablabla.. i've also met alot of ppl and learn alot of interpersonal skills..learn when to joke when to be serious, when to be generous and when to be anal, and the most important thing that i've learned is that if u know there is something u have to do, then u better do and do it fast! because one problem will lead to another..

well work aside, let me talk about sch... because of my work, i have so little time for sch right now, i can't participate in alot of activities..can't even go for judo already~also because it clashes with my lecture..talking about lectures, all my days ends at 8pm..oh no no.. fri was exception..7pm.. but well i don't know why but seems like i enjoy studying more than ever..ppl say once you started working you will miss sch..maybe that's what i am experiencing now..

other than work and studies, i also have other things to do ahhh.. my little nephew wants to come to sg to study..well he's still young i know..but it's good to start from young~ so i have to find him a good child care centre!

so ya, that's what i am busy with currently and not long ago, my gf just complained that i became a little 'cold' to her.. hai.. so sorry for her.. so many things to do that i neglected her for a while.. thank god she understands and bear with me.. love her so much! she seems really happy to be with me..hm..i must be a really good bf..haha..

ohoh,, and new season of bpl has started.. liverpool has not improved.. our wish did not come true, leiva was still on the pitch..yucks..

he is covering his eys in this picture..guess why.. haha he saw others eating but he has no food to eat..so he just cover his eys to shut off the temptation..hahaha..so funny!

it's been a week since i return from taiwan, it was a tiring trip but filled with laughter and also full of surprises and drama.. i shall do a nice picture cum video blog on our club blog when i have the time..

my cute but naughty nephew is here in sg, gonna stay with us for a month or so... his nick name is 蜡笔小新 because he looks like him and also because he keep disturbing girls..haha..

getting excited now..because liverpool is coming to town next week! can't wait to see them in action!

REAL HOLIDAY STARTS NOW

woo..the long waited club trip to tw is finally here..now at changi airport waiting for boarding
i didn't sleep well last nite.. not because i was too excited..but because i was too guilty.. sorry..
but well i am forgiven now..yes! can have a happy trip!
it's been a busy holiday..this is the 7th time i am flying within 2 months.. so busy recently, helping dad with his work.. and i really need this break now.. hope to have a great time in tw.. recharge and work hard again when i return..
so all friends..take care~
to jajah.. phom rak khun maak..cak kid theung khun~

i am at the airport again now..for the third time this hol! and this time my sis force me to wear N95 mask..everyone stare at me..-_-'

it's the start of the second month of my long hol.. just came back from bangkok~ i love thailand now.. the food is delicious..the things are cheap..the girls are pretty!! well feen phom is working at bkk now and i am glad to be able to spend some time with her there. sometims i really admire her courage.. it's not easy to be away from family and working in an unfamiliar environment.. anyway.. i'll be going to china to do some work for my dad next week.. not sure when i will be back to sg but definitely before 30th! that's when i will go for our long waited trip to taiwan~~ seems like i am travelling all the time this hol.. KL, Bkk, China, TW.. well.. it's tiring to fly here fly there..especially when u fly alone.. i really hate sitting on a plane alone.. but lucky thing is all the above places are quite near.. but then all the travelling also mean that i am spending and spending and spending...haha.. and no income this holiday.. aiyo what a sinful holiday..well.. it's ok..since it's the last long holiday i have..haha..and i am really enjoying it..so let it be sinful!

so free today...in fact, i am so free everyday..haha.. at coffee bean now.. used to come here to mug but now just come here to laze my afternoon away.. was looking at all the blogs and realised i haven't been uploading photos for quite some time.. so here are the recent pics in my com..


First we have ah kai~~btw his english name is Herman..haha his new hair cut.. his mum(my sis) thinks that he looks like a little gangster..

thai class gathering!!! so much delicious food prepared by our beloved aacaan~~had fun eating and eating and eating!!!

busy busy.. busy cooking and eating~~

Last thai lesson... khun meow gets emotional

seems like i have gay friends everywhere i go...

we love our aacaan~~wahh just realised aacaan held my hand..haha..shyshy

hmm..had a lot of fun learning thai.. a little time consuming but alot of fun and laughter~~

yilan's 21th birthday.. this birthday party somehow feel like a chinese new year gathering..haha but it's unique in a way.. we had so much fun crapping and crabbing.. her family members and all the uncles aunties are so kind to us..

beer boy..

here is my waancay~~~

so adorable and lovely~~

so actually i've been having fun so far this holiday..haha maybe that's why i am so lazy to look for a job.. but well i've got a job already.. a pretty relax job and don't need to work all the time..just as and when i like.. and the best thing is that it doesn't even sound like a job to me.. the job is student camp facilitator.. in other words, i am just doing what i always do but getting paid now..haha. cool.. looking forward to a fun filled holiday.. looking forward to tw!! looking forward to liverpool's asia tour!!

another sem is over.. when i was in the exam hall..sitting for my last paper.. i felt so bored! it wasn't because the paper was tough..but i was just too sian of writing more! i had a sudden urge of handing in the undone paper and leave! but well i didn't..i took a short break..looked around the hall..drank some water.. ate a candy.. and carry on writing..

i guess i am really tired of school life.. but neither am i looking forward to work life.. mini depression now.. arghhh.. and everyone is falling sick

now looking for job..i don't want to waste time this holiday but on the other hand i really feel tired..arghh..always so self contradicting.. but well can't sit around doing nothing for 3months.. should go out and learn something.. or get some cash..

i am sick.. came home last nite and i really felt like dying.. well that's how we feel everytime we are sick but this time it's extremely bad.. maybe what made it worse is that i am so angry at myself..for being sick at the wrong time!
and these 2 days..i felt like i was dreaming all the time.. maybe the fever was too high..maybe the panadol made me drownsy.. or maybe it's just because of 'other thing'.. my mind was kinda blank most of the time.. all i wanna do is just stare at 'thing'.. but i did felt fresh for a while after the thai massage.. and the good thing is..it's free! (don't get that all the time..)

now..i have to recover real fast! and get ready for my exams..

so that's what i've been doing for the past 2 days.. tour guide + camera man..so tiring.. everytime my relatives come to visit us i will have to plan their itinerary.. and i have to say singapore is really boring.. looking forward to our club trip this hol!! i need some serious fun..

my very much preferred messy hair..

want milk?
wow i hardly see him open his eyes so big..


it's been sometime since i last uploaded pics here..hm..here are the recent ones.. got mms from sis.. her son, my nephew is becoming more and more enormous.. i think he's bigger than other kids of the same age..haha..but that's good..as long as he's healthy.. sis also kept complaining about how naughty he is.. i said..just send him here and let Uncle Hua smack his backside.. i love smacking kids' backside..lol..esp NAUGHTY KIDS..

what happened this morning...
dad's phone rang...
i opened my eyes...
i asked myself.. 'eh..why so bright..why's there sunlight..weekend already?'
the next moment i was busy texting my classmates..ask them to inform my tutor that i will be late..and there was a class test today.. when i reached 1 hour later, i had to do it outside the class..argh.. that kinda disrupted my thoughts a little..can't get full mark liao..nvm..
oh and i had to take a cab to nus..morning peak rate+erp cost about 23 bucks from eunos to nus.. now i know..haha..but the driver was cute..he kept telling me about how much he hates taxi drivers.. and all the nasty things taxi drivers do.. but he's still in the job..that's the funny part..
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sometimes i think what i study really contradicts my personality.. i am educated to analyse every situation thoroughly taking into consideration of every possible variable..but most of the time i follow my heart instead.. just do it..live for the now..that's what i usually tell myself to do.. hm..maybe i should look at this from a different angle.. perhaps it's more of a balance than a contradiction..=)
i guess i don't care much about doing the right thing.. there is no 'the right thing' in the first place.. ok.. yes.. whenever i am faced with the question of 'to do or not to do?' i let the willful self take over..

had a very relax weekend, watch two movies.. 12 round and coming soon. action and horror.. 12 round was an accident..i didn't plan to watch it.. i wanted to watch coming soon and finally got the chance.. watched it with JR, kinda gay but nowadays it's hard to find a girl who dares to watch horror.. actually it's hard to find a guy too.. look at Bin.. nvm..
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i finally had a look at dai yin mai's english lyrics.. so it's actually very simple story..haha.. ok..must try to rmb it and learn to sing it as well..such a nice song..but my current favourite is eternal flame..
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ok..have to get ready for tml..midweek break..alot of things to be done!

it's midweek again, i can't say how much i love wed.. it allows me to breathe and get ready for the rest of the week.. was on the train..there was a sky-blue sky outside the window.. and there were cloud-like clouds... plus the leave-green trees..haha what a lousy description but i am just lost for words.. the picture was beautiful..and jason mraz was singing 'life is wonderful' on my hp.. these things can just make u forget about the most hateful day..
today's to-do-list:
3131 project
cut hair
buy present for the boy turning 21 tml
gym
more hw..
kid theung killer..
better start working..

been having double layers of eye bags this week.. and i look like zombie!
but finally done with 2 projects, and most of the tests.. 1 last project to do and probably can get into exam mode after that..
rushed home to take a nap today..right after class..and while sleeping 'the killer' called to surprise me...and 'the killer' also made me ask my teacher to translate some mushy lines..made my ?aacaan laughed at me..
ok weekend is here again! CLUB MEETING RESUMES! YAY!

woo~ what a tiring week, just when i thought i am relax abit after all tests.. then came all the projects..but well like i always said, it's cool to be busy..love being occupied! so i am not complaining.. expecting a busy weekend too. tonite i shall spend more time with my bed, miss her so much, for the past week i only come and go.. she must have missed me too.. tonite shall spend some quality time with her..

personality test..

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
huahua...
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
since you learning thai now, let me introduce this singer to you
dihua- says:
ya?
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
will make you want to learn thai more
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
da endorphine
ruoci - ♥ the minilin! says:
shes DAMN GOOD .
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dihua- says:
i want buy her album!

everybody..da endorphine!

mindset changed

half way through the term break and i am just about to start revision. i must say i am doing the bare minimum for my academic work because that really is not where my interest lies. it seems like the more statistics theory i learn, the more i don't believe in them. sometimes i feel like i am wasting my time and money in school. i've had enough of fantasizing how the real world works, i want to enter the game right away.
i started giving tuition and working during holidays and tried to have a taste of making money. but these jobs hardly excites me. i always tell myself that i am still a full time student, therefore i must know my priority is still get get a good degree. guess i have changed my view a little now. my status is changed to part time student instead. dad has started the ball rolling, i shall join him and have some fun in starting a whole new biz. it's not easy i know. nothing is ever easy. but this love for riding risk is in the blood of our family after all.

Wanyi bday party

the beast nv give any chance..old and young..he just eat

meet my hero..oh mi tuo fo...mr david gan

V-day Gay party..

Dad caught baby shark

and the most unexpected present from yihan..flew all the way from US..haha..

birthdays

ok..after don and i, Jr became the third member of IIIBUWAN to reach 21.. took me minimum effort to put don's face into the pic but it's the heart that counts the spirit that matters..
Gentlemen We'll Never Walk Alone.
oh as for my own bday..right after jr's bday.. my beloved members just sang me a simple and not really nice bday song but it's ok..they were without the most talented vocal of the club.. was rather shocked to receive a gold landyard and 2 cute boxers from them..just when my old boxers are more or less all torn.. just in time.. other than that..bday is just another day.. no special meaning to me..but like every year..must say THANK YOU MUMMY..LOVE U LOTS

CNY: DHS, NY Gathering

Hugging

Fang and some dun know which class sch mates...

Our beloved Pear

more hugging

me super star...ness super fan

mirror mirror on the wall

GuiPing should feel happy that it's me and km not danne and gy

was sitting alone at opera field..looked in all direction and there was nobody else around..
love the dark, the wind, the empty field, the upright goal post, the clear starry sky, the smell of the grass, the music from my phone. lonely is a good feeling..awesome!

sometimes it's not about what we have done..it's about what we haven't..
there are alot of things that i have not done..no courage to do..keep procrastinating.. i have to start doing them.. else i will be in deep shit...deep deep shit
i always thought that being free to do what i wanna do will make me happy..but in fact there are some rules i gotta follow.. in order to be happy..being totally free is not exactly the happiest..
time to inject some self discipline into my life..

NEW SEM

Let the mugging begin!!

2 core statistics module and 2 physics no exam modules plus Thai language..haha..GoGoGo..

went to club street and haji lane with don before he left.. there are alot of interesting shops and restaurants at clubstreet but the shop owners were all so busy doing their own things that they don't even have time to say hi to us.. maybe we dun look like we have money to buy their things.. which..was true..haha.. there are alot of old chinese shophouses and all the 会馆. those houses reminds me of my hometown. Haji lane was more suitable for us.. younger and much more affordable..
the cantonese translation really caught my eyes and my heart.. (buddy i back you!)

this phone is older than my da ge da..

club street

Dhs is now so huge! dunno is it good or bad for the students. used to be quite cozy but now the place is like a jc.. but well the new facilities are so exciting! well took the opportunity to organise a 4i gathering too..since most of them were there at the homecoming.. classmates didn't change much.. i think class gatherings are only fun when u haven't seen one another for many years..

Ms pear the apple of our eyes

sing song session, always damn high.. no need drug or alcohol

4i dinner.. quite a success

dhs homecoming

as for now, last week of holiday, shall rest well.. get my sleeping habit back to norml, and get ready for the new term. need to store alot of energy to last the whole sem..加油！